sometimes it hurts.
it gets worse during the nights.
i wake up screaming out when i have fallen asleep.
Blood sooths. Drinming make me sleep.
Pills makes it feel oh so nice.
I am scared.
Scared of loosing you.

I push you away i am scared of loosing you if you are to close.

Let me just die, Let me live. Let me be me..

I thought you stood for waht you said but isntead you send others your way...

you broke me now blame yourself.