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Birthday: 01/25

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if we had perfect lives, people would be jumping off buildings every five minutes because after you get everything you want, you have nothing else to hope for, and there's no point of living. challenges help make life enjoyable, and pain is part of that, though sometimes its unbearable and you just have to sit down and cry. if i had one wish, i'd wish that everything could be more peaceful. my brother is out there in iraq, and i worry about him everyday. peace would make our world better, and we wouldn't have to worry about everything but ourselves. i honestly wish i could just cry half the time. everything is so frustrating, i want to just find something that can be easy. i feel awkward and i can't seem to fit in. i try to change, but why would i want to change? these people simply don't understand me. i don't understand me. some people spend their whole lives trying to find themselves, but those people are dumb. if you ignore yourself and just be, you'll realize who you are. humans love to ask questions and are natually curious, but some things should just be let alone. why do we have to destroy things we dont understand? cant you just let me alone? i'm trying. you would not believe how hard im trying. you say you're my best friend, but yesterday, but didn't you tell me "shut up, no one cares about you"? oh, yea. you're the best friend i've ever had. how many times have you hurt me? i've lost count. how many times have you called me pretty but then gotten pissed and called me fat? alot. how many times have i wanted to wring your neck? every day, i'm not even kidding. please, just figure it out. i dont hurt you. i try not to hurt you. you try, i've seen it. i've seen you hurt me, and then be so angry when i hurt you, even though i try and let it pass. the girl i just met this year, would you believe she's been more of a friend than you, who i've known my whjole life? you never gave me a hug while i was crying because you hurt me, just because i was trying to help you take a picture for a guy who i hate's stepbrother or something whos in arizona. you know what? get the hell out of my house, and my life. if you cant stop hurting me, i dont know if i want you. you call me emo? i call you self centered. you call me fat? i call you a brat. you call me mean? you're calling yourself something utterly unholy. notice how when you hurt me because of what i look like, i hurt you because of how you act. if these tears were acid, i would cry all over you, just to make you stop. but since i have no one else, i'll just take it. one day i'll probably hurt you, but i'll try not to now, because i do call you a friend and my "sister". apparently, one sister can abuse the other, and the other one can't do anything. ill be nice to my real sister, while your mean to her, but you cant do that. shes my sister, not my fault you dont have one, but you cant hurt mine. are you kidding me? im sorry, hurt me, but leave her out of this. pain is part of life, dude. deal with it, but dont give it to me.

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LightningFlashz Report | 04/10/2011 6:02 pm: NINJAH WHATS YOURS EEH? scream scream scream scream stressed stressed stressed talk2hand crying crying
Carson 2653 Report | 11/26/2010 7:24 pm: yo willows, why do u never get on? stare whats his problem xd
Construct Lufrangias Report | 11/10/2010 8:06 am: You must have suckled the honey dew... because you sound CRAZY. You know what I have noticed? Your a really good friend since you respond every single time, on the dot, lol. I guess I'll tell you a secret, and since no one writes to you all that often that I don't feel like it will be overly exposed since you also don't know where I live either, but I'm part fei. I'll tell you more about it if you ask about it on a pm.
Construct Lufrangias Report | 11/08/2010 2:13 pm: HAHAHAHAHA!!! I don't have anything against those that do, lol. I hate everynow and then and then someone, this time turning out to be my girlfriend... which I'm starting to adore heart , drags me loving it right all over again. I read it when I was my highschool's librarian for a time being and well I enjoyed it then and I still convince myself that Edward and the rest of the Cullens and Hales are actually gargoyles... make better sense you know. But my die hard vampire heart is for vampire diaries, but I don't like Vampires and will always be on the side of the... well magical folk ^_^
Construct Lufrangias Report | 11/03/2010 12:05 pm: Another thing, am I the only one who comments to you??
Construct Lufrangias Report | 11/03/2010 12:04 pm: NNOOOOOO!!! Don't say that... my gf may read that and I actually am not that bad of a fan, I mean it is a romantic story and I can see where it comes from... but I hate Edward with a passion, lol. I shouldn't and jsut get slim, spike my hair and dye it black and wear gold contacts and voila I'm her dreamy Edward, but.... yeah, lol
Construct Lufrangias Report | 11/02/2010 9:46 am: Check my profile, I have even more funny stuff on twilight READING! Lol, it is slightly scary since the dude is british.
Construct Lufrangias Report | 10/18/2010 12:15 pm: I got a funny joke that you might like, hehe
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Ground up Twilight Vampires, so go bye some today, HAAHAA! That cracked me all day for a week. My gf is a big twilight fan so she wasn't so pleased... as I'm sure your not going to be either.
Construct Lufrangias Report | 10/12/2010 7:27 am: Well I have seen Iron Man 2 and Legends of the Guardians this past few weeks and I plan to take me girl out to a theatre to watch a performance of... wait for it... Romeo and Juliet, lol.
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WE'VE PRACTICALLY KNOWN EACHOTHER FOR A YEAR!!! What do you mean you don't know me all that much, lol! I swear the weirdest things that come out of your fingers and onto the screen... well I guess if you want to get to know me even more than that you just have to ask than huh, I feel like I know you. Your my penpal, what more is there to know. I don't need to know where you live, I don't need your phone number, I don't need to know what your favorite cookie is, I just need to know we are friends and we keep this chatting thing up for as long as possible agreed? anywhoo... life is good, took my girlfriend out to Panda Express which had really good food and we talked, we laughed and had a good 'ol time.

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