this is meh..... why have I been cursed with looking like a girl 8| It makes people think I'm a hermaphrodite... (not that I have anything against hermaphrodites. My friend Chris is one, I just don't want to be one myself, ya know?) Hmm, the funny thing is, I have a twin that is a girl (fraternal of course, but we look identical especially when she wears a baggy shirt)... and she complains about looking like a boy. LOLz. We dyed our hair the same color :P

My natural hair color is a dark blonde, so Matt and i used to always RP as Matt and Mello form death note, but now I have red hair, so that doesn't really work anymore XP

I am absolutely obsessed with Junjou Romantica <3 I luff Nowaki :P

My other obsession is Gravitation, not so much for the yaoi (that part actually just depressed me... WHY IS YUKI SO COLD! T^T) *ahem* anyways, I like that one more for the comedy... and Ryuichi :D RYUICHI IS A FCKING GOD I SWEAR! xD

You have been warned.

Dear Diary Mood: Apathetic My life is spiraling downward I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab My Heart Because I Love You” and “Rip Apart My Soul” and of course “Stabby Rip Stab Stab” And It doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…Like that guy from that band can do...Some days, ya know... I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be. You’d be non-conforming too if you looked just like me I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a f** 'Cause our dudes look like chicks, and our chicks look like dykes Cause emo is one step below transvestite Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don’t jump around when I go to shows I must be emo I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween I have no real problems but I like to make believe I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies I can’t get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun They say they already have a p***y, they don’t need another one. Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I don’t jump around when I go to shows I must be emo Dye in my hair and polish on my toes I must be emo I play guitar and write suicide notes I must be emo my life is just a black abyss... ya know..it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way. When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life If I said I like girls, I’d only be half right. I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo I must be emo Screw Xbox I play old school Nintendo I must be emo I like to whine and hit my parentals I must be emo Me and my friends all look like clones I must be emo My parents don’t get me ya know They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy… Well, a couple guys. But, I mean it’s the 2000’s. Can’t 2…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay? I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me. You’re my best friend. I feel like tacos

about 80% of this song is true to me, but I stopped cutting myself 3 years ago :] yay clean wrists :]

haha, my hair does that flippy thing :]

I do shave my legs >w< bitches! and I am a f** :P

I do have problems >.>

Hawthorne Heights isn't that great :/girls don't break up with me, I'm gay :P

skrew toenail polish xP I do always have black fingernail polish on though... ALWAYS... lol, haven't gone 1 day without it in over 2 years xD

I play bass and keyboard... and I demon growl and pigsqueal, but no guitar.

My sister's jeans do look great on me ;)

this part isn't true to me.... although i sometimes use my live journal and i do have thick rimmed glasses (that I NEVER wear unless I absolutely have to) And I am part goth.and if i said I like girls, I'd be lying.

:0 HOW DARE YOU! XBOX IS TEH SEX! >:0

This last part pisses me off. I hate poseurs.

TACOS ARE TEH SEX! wait.. xbox is teh sex.. but so is yaoi... and sex is teh sex fer sure..... whatever :P

I am feeling lonely.... and I look ready to kill something 8|

MINE!!!!!!!!!11 ^w^

Jefree Star is a god :D

Me and my little brother :] wow, Josh looks a lot like Matt 8| hehehe

My sister :]

my lil brother :]

My sister's girlfriend

chu~