Beauty is the strongest force on Earth
And what is Beauty?
My name is Katlyn. I'm a 22 year old college student. I've had a gaia account since 2005. This is more or less my badge for geekiness.
First things first, I love family. Family for me is not only including the one I was born in to. Though I am one of those fortunate kids who was born into a large and very awesome family with wonderful parents. No joke. I consider close friends family, and treat just about anyone like blood anyways.
Many people say it, few do it, I am not afraid to make hard decisions. I've made a lot of them, and haven't always handled it like a boss. But, meh, I'm alive!
I live life for the future, I hate it when people say, "live for today". Nothing important comes from a motto like that. What was ever accomplished by that?
I'm constantly battling with my desire to be good ALL the time, to smile, to do things for others. I finally grasped the concept that the happiest you can feel is when you are thinking of yourself at a minimum, and others as much as possible. I finally connected the dots on where happiness comes from, and progress, and love. I do well with that lifestyle most of the time, until my dark side crashes in like an atomic bomb and I go backwards for a while. Sometimes I wonder why I make the climb at all, but no one really likes sitting in the dark I guess.
I wish I wasn't such a daydreamer, and that I didn't desperately wish I had an amazing life waiting for me. I'm trying to daydream less, and make reality my priority. Who knows, maybe somewhere they'll intervene.
I finally know that I want to be a Business Management major, Event Planner. Who knew I would have chosen that as my degree? If love wasn't so easy to jinx I'd say I've got that figured out at last, too. All that matters to me is that when I look at my face in the future, and dissect the contents of my soul, I'll like who and what I'll see.
This journals Just about me and my crappy life.....and I guess what I do sometimes.
Oh go on, go on, go on if you were thinking that the worst is yet to come. Why am I the one always packing up my stuff? For once, for once, for once I get the feeling that I'm right where I belong. Why am I the one always packing up my stuff?<33J.O.Y.