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leaving gaia and leaving my life , there is nothing now i can live for , i lost every thing even myself , i trusted her with my heart but i got it back broken , nothing in all this world can heal or fix it , i have done my all , my best and every thing i can for her , i let go of myself for her , i did my best to keep her safe , i was always putting her in top of me , and now after its all gone in air , there is nothing i can live for , wish she remember every thing i have had with her every small memory every thing i was doing to cheer her up , all the time i spent with her , all of this , i was loyal till death , i never lied on her , i always was there for her anytime she needs me , and in here i was doing my all and best for her , i dont know what to do anymore , even thought im 19 and she is 15 but i have done my best , coz age is just number , i have never felt like this before , first time to be lost coz its the first time to love real love , love hurts and no one can heal u , i feel like i dont wanna to live anymore , feeling down , feeling hurt , no one can heal ur heart , i wish she wont ever forget about me , someone from Egypt who called Mohamed she was his first love and real love , and that he let go of himself for her , i wasnt talking to any girl but her , i maybe was sometimes hard , and protective but thats coz i love her and care about her with my life , they thought im controlling her but see what happened when i let her free , she have done something wrong that killing me right now , and like it says " You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it" , hope u remember me with good , im not gonna be the first person who got hurt from the one they love the most and not the last person , love is like heaven but it can hurt like hell .