"Nostalgia fulfilled!"

Always dreaming of another place in time

See me for all that i am and all that i do

Evolution of the soul took place

Leaves

Thoughts and nightmares 2:46

Self medicating

why's it got to be me

agony

You aint seeing none of us

you can find me rotting in the belly of the beast

this hell im in

ill be waiting

without sacrafice theres nothing worth it

you could look if you want to but i wouldnt stare
you could talk if you want to but no body really cares

i shouldnt have tried

i wish i wasnt anything

first off i never care forever share happiness and bullshit it wasnt fair i seen goodtimes had alot of memories used to be my girl now you are my worst enemy pain couldnt injure me other niggers envy me i knew you was a hoe i saw all of the tendencies i tried to wife you inside i liked you flet i could change you thought i had the right to i saw the warnings up plenty of mornings you out all night coming back when the dawn hits smelling like cologne make it known you was getting dicked and it wasnt mine ******** stupid b***h but i couldnt leave felt you was what i need even though you took a knife and made my heart bleed blood driping feel the pain wont listen if your love is a crime then i guess its killing i try to swallow my pride but i start choking cold b***h took a knife ripped my heart open and i didnt mind couldnt see going blind she stay breaking the law because her love is a crime i try to make it work even though i stay hurt i held on for to long geting worse.... gave you mad chances even when i caught you looking back man i was a fool it was awfull mad money spent everything i bought you i guess youll get it from your mother who else could tought you cause your love is the gun and your pussys the trigger and your ready to pull it straight murder a ***** i cant even front you threw dirt on a ***** all the pain and confusion straight murder a ***** i had to live with it ******** it deal with it i shed a little bit of tears im real with it every minutes a lie every hours a fib your supposed to be my eve part of my rib ******** sorry it never erased what you did but the past is that past it is what it is

Your a sunset adrift on the waves of an ocean while im a seagull drowing in the depths tide your a rose standing tall and up garden side while im a muddy little weed that needs to die your a cool breeze purring in my face while im a knife typhoon tearing up the place i love you you hate me how can this be? i guess im destined to walk the rest of my life in misery..... love takes time something i dont got my love for you blossoms as your skin starts to rot god pushes you the devil corrupts me how can this be am i loosing my sanity? ill be the boy you be the gun or i can be the rays and you can be the sun lets dismember your body in the name of redrum put you in the coffin of an empty oil drum true love is always one sided the other is in the matrix feeling misguided.. one is a burning flame bright that shines define the otherside is cold and blind parasites of decay graze on the mind to find true love alone till the end of time one with a pulse heart pounding beats the other rots dead in enternal sleep your pure water im contaminated rain your eternal love im ireversable pain. your the skyes the seas the stars the ocean im diseased plauge tourture and pollution to get to know you inside to find your inner spirit that your always trying to hide i talk to you why dont you talk back

Im in hell and your brainwashed