About

My fav rock song are Avenged Sevenfold, Afterlife and Disturbed, Asylum. I am a very loving and caring person. I love my friends with passion and I am always ther for them. I am trust worthy and I don't make promises that I can't keep. I have had a hard life filled with abuse and stuff. I am 17 and a Freshman in High School. I was not allowed to go to school for 4 years because I was abused. My Ex step dad was abusive and would not allow me to go to school. I am a good actor, I can act like I am normal but really the abuse has left me scared, I have panic attacks when i start really rememberinf what I went through. And i hyperventalate when I laugh way to much or when I get really scared. And I start shaking when i am really scared too. I am weak alil, And yet I am strong to have lived through what I went through. I am alive and I survived. I can kick your a** If I wanted and well I have a knife and i know how to use it. So if you are a stalker that wants to hurt me I would love to say selfdefense. I am sorry if you don't like me now after reading this. I am kind and sweet, but I have a mean and feisty streak as well. I am looking for love and well to be safe and beloved by someone. I love Facebook and Maplestory. I am a gamer, And well I read 36 books this summer. I am very mature for my age. I plan on getting a job as soon as they look at my aplication. Then in a year get my apartment ad have a 2 bedroom and have a roommate. Then put any money away for college. I want to become a Zoologist and work at the San Diego Zoo. I want to live 15 mins away from the beach again. And find my true love. I am not a virg anymore, And well I am still kinda in love with me ex. I see him alot, we are in the same friend group, and well he is best friends with The guy that I call brother, Brother is like a big brother to me. My friends are my family. I call my mother by her first name, And we are not on good terms with eachother. I do not like lier or judgemental people, I have had enough of that in my life and famile. I do like achohol, but only with friends and I have never gotten drunk, I have smoked once and I did a entire pack. I am now resisting to smoke. i like to knit too, I make scarves. I am in alot of clubs and well I like to have fun. Hangouts are where I get to be myself. Thanks for reading!! ^w^:3n