Whats the point

*Sigh*
what a drag
If u want to know about
me then ask cause I don't
want everyone knowin about me
*sigh*
When ur in depression
don't pick up a razor
don't pick up a knife
don't pick up the pipe
Pick up a picture a pic of someone
u care for now and forever think about the
most happiest moment with them
*sigh*
She left december 21, 2005
She told me she loved me then she left
*Sigh*
Found someone who acts like her
but my ex-love doesn't cut
*sigh*
Life is like a dream
It has many streams
I want to sal them all
and send her letters in the mail
Plz see what I see....

Drama is for the actors
leave it to them don't try
to feel the role
it just ******** the whole
show up

*sigh*

yea....

How do I tell you how I feel about you

When
everytime i think of you my body shakes
everytime i see you my knees grow weak and
everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.

When
everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there
everytime i see you smile my heart melts and
every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.

I've tried somehow to say:
you're the sun that lights up my sky
the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day
and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high

I want so much to tell you:
that without you with me each day my day isn't complete
that since day one I've always wanted to be with you
that no matter what's going on in my life
you're the reason there's a smile on my face
and that loving you seems to be all I need to know.

But everytime I want to
the words just wont come out
to you it may sound mushy or too cute
you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed

Then to try to tell you exactly whats on my mind
yet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to
love you more with each passing of the day
and that I want to be with you
come whatever may.

There is a lot of violence,
As i sit and suffer in silence.
One cut leads to many more,
And soon my skin becomes all torn.
I watch my blood drip-
Then I put my hand to my lip,
Just to make sure I don't scream-
Wondering if this is all just a dream.
But I realize it's not,
As this battle inside is fought.
This pain is so real,
And as sad as I feel,
I wish my heart would just heal.
But it won't...
Just too many damn times it's been broke.
So the consequence is this,
And that is...
The cut of my wrist.

One cut thats it, thats all you told me
One cut will make you feel stress free
One cut i said thats all it takes
One cut is such a big mistake

One cut you said won't hurt
One slit on your arm right there i never thought u did it and i did it to
I don't know why it seemed like the right thing to do

One little cut i told myself ill just be fine
So i started cuting myself all the time
I became addicted i needed to cut my arm
But one day my sister walked in
What are you doing? When did you start?

These are the questions that she asked
As all the memories rushed though my head
of all these wonderful times I've had

And how my horrible times
never ended up hurting this arm of mine
If only u would stop

if only u would stop
stop and think about this
think about who ur hurting

So plz stop cutting

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