About - Hotmess

its been a rough life.. i mean losing family and friends, it’s normal and I’ve started to realize that you’re not always going to get what you want, and you’re not always going to want what you get. from my past experience i really noticed that i have owned up to my mistakes, i mean of course there are going to be plenty more mistakes i am going to have to own up to that may even take twice as much time as it did to own up to these ones. my life is my life and i obviously made the choices i did, my choices were never the greatest and i know that. I’ve always been the one to put it out there that it is always my best friends fault or my family’s or somebody that is close to me . i have put it to my mind that i refuse to let it happen again. i am fourteen and for me life has already past by and at the same time it really hasn’t even started. so far i have started off new and have had a good start. i met new people, done new things.. my own thing. where i can’t possibly put the blame on others because i know life is my decision. so what a few faults and blames.. i am over it, i just really hope for myself and the rest i don’t break the promise i made to myself . heart