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My name is Nicholas or Nick. I have one brother and one sister,im the oldest though. I really do not have a mom or dad, they just didnt want me but insted of giving me away to some other family they kept me and abuzed me anyway they wanted.The only reason they stayed together was they had fun hurting me together.To them it was fun as hell, not to me though.I tryed to keep my brother and sister away from them as much as i could even if it caused them to do more to me.My Mother and father have done mostly eveything to me exsept care and love me.They been abuzing me since i was like 6 months. I remeber this one time when i was nine, i would have to make them somthing to eat every morening cause the lazyasses couldnt do it themselves, but i woke up late and couldnt make it cause i had to go to school but before i could of reached the door he pulled me by my neck and held me up agenst the wall and asked me why i didnt make them somthing so i told him and he said, "******** school" and through me in his room, all i can remeber after that was he hit me with somthing on the head and knocked me out then when i woke up he was putting his pants on and siad, "now you can go to school"
After that they kicked me out cuz i didnt make up my bed for a week, i had to find a job but who wanted to hire a ten year old? But i got a job at the mall for opening boxes, after a moth of that i just couldnt take life anymore and got my box opener and got the blade out, but that day my mom and dad found me and took me home and said they had change and it was my tenth birthday so i dont know why but i went. That night i was locked in the bathroom only thing i hear is my mom crying and my dad hitting her, thats when i started cutting. When i got out i just ran away. Ran away for 5 years. Came back when my brother was born andmy sister started liveing with my mom and dad. I would get through or burn each night because i wouldnt let them touch my brother and sister. But my dad has left when i was 13 and my mom left on christmas of 08 so now its just me and my brother and sister. So thats some of my life but you know i wouldnt trade it for anything.

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xYuroYuru Report | 11/16/2010 4:38 pm
Miss you Bro
Athenas favorite Report | 09/24/2010 3:15 pm
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xYuroYuru Report | 04/12/2010 2:27 am
Dude. I Havent FREAKING talked to you in forever DX Gah. I want to know how you are doing :c I miss you bud.
xYuroYuru Report | 12/17/2009 7:16 pm
here is just the link http://www.myyearbook.com/jessybearkawaiirada
xYuroYuru Report | 12/16/2009 6:52 pm
haha made on but i have no friends XD haha can you just find me?
xYuroYuru Report | 12/16/2009 6:32 pm
okie dokie artichokie
xYuroYuru Report | 12/14/2009 4:34 pm
yeah i think ill make one. i wil after im done reading this manga. its called loveless its REALLY good :3
xYuroYuru Report | 12/10/2009 7:58 pm
Oh haha nope. Dont got one. But thats cool i hopf she treats you right smile
xYuroYuru Report | 12/07/2009 5:54 pm
thats good. better than bad. oh and dont worry about asking. we are okay.
today is our 4 months since we met actually. haha but he says i can date other people. whatever.
how are you and your gf doing?
xYuroYuru Report | 12/07/2009 5:48 pm
yes i have a myspace...haha want my url?

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