i wish i knew
how far i flew
but then i wouldnt
have you
i came from a place that has nothing but love
how close are you from falling
falling in the trap i set for you
to fall in love
love is wat i want
and i hope thats wat u want too
cuz i do
i do love you.
all i have left is you
when im blue
i think of you
when i fall
i call for your help
im a dove
that god has taught to love
im love
your love is greater than life itself
your my love
im your love
hes my love
were all the love of god
why dont i love you?
cuz i didnt create you
then
im right
to take
another sigh
or
i
will cry.
im sick of you
im sick of not knowing what to do
after all the things i new
and do
i wish i had you
cuz now i am left
learning how i felt
living without you
is nothing compaired to how life should be
i wished i could tell you
what i feel for you
then i wouldnt
have so much anger
to fill this dangerous spot
then i wouldnt
LOVE YOU
HATE YOU
how much else can i say to you
after all it did to me
i cant stand here and act naturally
im lieing here
i know your near
but i dont want u close to here
cuz then i will get my fear
wait i never had fear
but i had rage
it could make a cage
that will be were you sit while i stage
another way to complain
i wanted you
but i dont care for you
when you belive im not use
and when your not thinking that
im yours to defend you
from and evil darkness
im the one to repel this
cuz im gonna close this
so im not there
for you anymore
i never knew
i never knew that i couldnt tell you i was the fool
that i wasnt wat you drew
i tried to draw
wat you saw
but i hate when u think im raw
cuz i have lots of flaws
that i didnt think you saw
come on i want to know why
cant i know why your running
running from me and every other clue
cuz when you turn blue
i start wonder why you do
lifes a wave
it gets stronger some days.
and others its could be almost clear.
if your the only one who knows that waves
are god creation.
then it must be hard for others to love such natural things
you are a blistful person that doesnt like people with tempers.
but you dont want anyone who cant have feelings.
you are mine. i have rage as high as a lion.
but then i have a calm side that no one can resist.
i love being in that emotion that you feel like your floatng. almost flying in the air, its something that i cant explain.
i want to love, i want to be cared for and not to be disrespected. i give you time but not lots, enough.
i dont love you. but i do miss you. i miss the tears you spill. and the memories i just cant fill. i miss your smell, that always filled the room. and when you smiled i would feel special. not just to you but to have a reason to want more in life. i miss the way you always treated me normally and not like i was a guy. or any other way they might say.
i miss talking to you. so i wrote this so i wouldnt loose these memories
am i allowed to speak? or is this the part were im not longer needed in your life? im kinda scared since you are my light that i couldn't turn off. and now when i want to see. your burning on me. i have no light to guide my sight. so i might as well be blind. cuz i don't want to look behind.i cant see when your looking at me. so when the light is on i have no one to count on.i have myself, but whats that going to to help?
theres something in my head
thhat i want to scream and shout
but you just keep going about
my heads spinnng in ways i didnt think possible
like when i did somethinmg incredible
i just wanted to something that itsnt harmful
that i didnt want you anymore
and stop being careful
or i might get tearful
Your the one i need.
the one i see.
oh yes indeed.
i can feel.
the things that you feel.
but the thing i dont need.
is what u can give to me.
i live for truth.
and if you cant gve that
then i cant respect you.
becuase its what i need.
i live for you
you live for me
we see the same things
but not in the right way
i'm writing this for the night i just can't sleep
and for those days that the tears dont even spill.
i live for the days in between that has no memories
or no emtion that i feel like a gohst.
i want to feels something so i chose this
i hate that i like you
i love what i see
but i know that it cant be
but im still happy
living like im empty
i agree
its the key
so tell me
if thats the way you want to be
cuz i dont have time
to figure out this rhyme
its now
or never for the special power.
im always near
even when your not here
cuz i don’t want to be
Something that isn’t what i wanted to be
i want what I dream
and that’s for me to know
and you to wish you knew
cuz im not blowing you a kiss
I’m sending a diss
and it wont be a good one
but it will be the last one
i was there for you, but u let me down.
i don’t want to turn around and count to 10 again hoping you wont leave this time its OVER.
DONE DONE AND DONE like you said ME MYSELF AND I it truly is just you from now on no more me no more helping you when you are down I’m and not that puppet I used to be no nothing about you
Its never too late just give me a break.
I’m kinda new so give me a clue
because helping me is helping you
so i think you should give me that clue or i
will never talk to you.
Its hard to know what to believe 'cuz i always thought you wanted me to leave.
its true i got that clue so i need you 'cuz it was you.
lifes not a toy its your friend. Treat it with respect not ignorance.
i agree
its the key
so tell me
if thats the way you want to be
cuz i dont have time
to figure out this rhyme
its now
or never for the special power.
i fell and
got burned
but i still learned
that all my time
has been wasted on this dime
now im done this ryhme
if helping me is helping you,
why dont oyu just tell me why its like this
i wanna live
but if this is the price
then i wont buy life.
i dont want these huge prices pluse insurance
when its not even good
soo i guess this dosent even exist
GONE here GONE there DONE
thanks for being there, but now i just dont care
for all i knew, it was the truth
now i look at you in disgust
how could i not see through that act
people said that it was to,
but i thought i knew you
another wall you put up right?
any chance thers a person in their?
and if there is
i don't want to wait another day
finding oput it's already to late
tomorrow's another face
today came a little late
forward i go
but the clock is spinning the other way
i don't know how many seconds i have left
so one more thing,
don't look back for me,
i'm not going to be there
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