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lily702 on 09/28/2023


So you want to know about me huh?
(Read 90 first)
1.My name is Becky.
2.I have 3 turtles.
3.I have 2 dogs.
4.I have 2 bunnys.
5.My favorit color is black.
6.My second favorite color is red.
7.I have dyed my hair numbers 27-35
27.Dark blue.
33.Red and blue.
34.Black/brown on top and hotpink with a splash of blood red on the bottom.
35.Red, blue, yellow, green, and black
36.My hair is black with a purple stripe.
37.I love to draw random things.
38.My heart has been broken oh so many times.
39.I can be really nice.
40.I can be really mean.
41.Music is my life.
42.I was student of the month in Jan. 2010.
45.I havent skiped or failed any grades.
46.I got my braces off in Oct. 28, 2010 I think.
47.My life is complicated.
48.It may take you years to understand me.
49.I am saving up to leave this stupid state.
50.I don't know where I'll go anymore.
51.I might stay with my sister in Californa for a bit.
52.I want to get my toung, lip, eye brow, and along the rims my ears pierced.
53.I want to get a tattoo in memory of my grandfather.
54.I love panting nails and dyeing peoples hair.
55.My favorite quote is 'though you have a fine mind and subtle intellect, the
sentiments you express not only expose your ignorance, they also wound
my heart.'
56.My favorite food are apples.
57.I say a lot of things I don't mean.
58.I love to text.
59.I draw on myself a lot.
60.I like most music.
61.I get bored easaly.
62.I can have an attitude.
63.People say I'm nice.
64.I HATE preps.
65.I can be weird at times.
66.I forget things often.
67.I'm mature most of the time.
68.I hate talking on the phone and I don't say much.
69.I write some poetry.
70.I hate even numbers.
71.I'm very quite in person inless I know you really well.
72.I randomly spaz at people.
73.I love to take pictures.
74.I like skiing.
75.I love baseball.
76.My favorite class in school is math or english.
77.I have a somewhat perverted mind.
78.I love to make people smile.
79.I love to make things that look nice in the sun light.
80.I get hurt easaly.
81.I hide my feelings.
82.I do not cry by anyone.
83.I change my personality a lot.
84.I will stick up for what I believe in no matter what.
85.I am not talented in any way.
86.I tend to hold grudges for a long time.
87.I am different around different people.
88.I try to make people see how great they are.
89.I tend to fall for the guys people hate, I like them more.
90.I love to make up nicknames for people.
91.I've changed.
92.I have real dreams now.
93.Lost some, won some.
94.You talk to me now, you won't know who I am.
One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight.
Back-to-back they faced eachother.
Drew their swords and shot each other.
One was blind and the other couldn't see.
So they chose the dummy for a referee.
A blind man went to see fair play,
A dumb man went to shout "hooray!"
A deaf police man heard the noise,
And came and shot the two dead boys.
A paralysed donkey walked by,
Kicked the copper in the eye,
Sent the copper throgh a ruber wall.
Into a dry ditch and drownd them all.
(If you dont believe this lie is true...
Ask the blind man--he saw it too!)
Heres a tiny poem I shall write,
To wish you the best of night,
And if it is day when you come to see,
I hope this sets a smile free.
Have a nice day!
My life may have been crappy,
But thinking of her keeps me happy.
Her heart is like solid gold,
Or so I was told.
Her eyes are as beautiful as the morning sun,
And she's a lot of fun.
She means so much to me from the start,
And I mean that from my heart.
She's one girl I think about,
And makes me shout out.
It feels great to say her name,
So it will never get lame.
Her face keeps me sane,
And never causes me pain.
I wish she can see,
How much she really means to me.
She has and always forever will be in my heart,
Just like she has from the start.
(a poem my friend wrote for me)
Hey, do you even care about that girl?
Of course you don't.
Did you even think of how she feels?
You never cared.
Her pain is the price paid for you to belong.
The other people always pick on her.
They bash on her friends.
Did you ever wonder what that does to her?
You never did.
Did you ever question the cuts on her wrists?
You just didn't care.
Hey maybe this stuff is more than harmless to her.
Maybe this hurts her.
Maybe she goes home and thinks about suicide.
Why didn't you ever talk to her?
You just DON'T CARE?
Why is she getting thinner?
They only called her fat once.
No, she's just not hungry.
Did you ever wonder why she didn't eat lunch?
No, you didn't.
Why does she go to the bathroom after she actually eats lunch?
You never gave it a second thought.
They're calling her worthless and that she should either get a life or die.
She just stands there.
You think it's wrong to say those things.
You do NOTHING, though.
She doesn't look like it's bothering her.
When they leave, you leave.
You don't see if she goes to an empty classroom and cries.
You don't see her at home in the middle of the night with a razorblade.
She comes to school the next day, looking normal.
They pick on her WORSE.
You don't bother comforting her, do you? She can take it.
That day is the last time you saw her alive.
She believed everything they said.
Bet you wished you would have talked to her now, don't you?
Or maybe you don't.
-When she walks away from you mad = [Follow her]
-When she stares at your lips = [Kiss her]
-When she pushes you or hits you = [Grab her and don't let go]
-When she starts cursing at you = [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
-When she's quiet = [Ask her what's wrong]
-When she ignores you = [Give her your attention]
-When she pulls away = [Pull her back]
-When you see her at her worst = [Tell her she's beautiful]
-When you see her start crying = [Just hold her and don't say a word]
-When you see her walking = [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
-When she's scared = [Protect her]
-When she lays her head on your shoulder = [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
-When she steals your favorite hat = [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
-When she teases you = [Tease her back and make her laugh]
-When she doesn't answer for a long time = [reassure her that everything is okay]
-When she looks at you with doubt = [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
-When she says that she loves you =[she really does more than you could understand]
-When she grabs at your hands = [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
-When she bumps into you = [bump into her back and make her laugh]
-When she tells you a secret = [keep it safe and untold]
-When she looks at you in your eyes = [don't look away until she does]
-When you break her heart = [the pain NEVER really goes away]
-When she says its over = [she STILL wants you to be hers]
-Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-NEVER call her hot
-Pretty and beautiful is SO much better
-Say you love her more than she could ever love you
-Argue that she is the best girl ever
-When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go
-When she says she's ok, don't believe it, talk with her
-Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
-Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
-Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
-Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
-Give her the world
-Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important
-Kiss her in the pouring rain
I'm gonna draw a picture,
a picture with a twist,
I am gonna draw a picture,
a picture on my wrist,
I'll draw it with a razor blade,
I'll draw it on my wrist,
once I'm finished with the picture,
a fountain will appear,
once the fountain is gone,
all my troubles will disappear
Month One: Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
The sound of your heartbeat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two: Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three: You know what Mommy?
I'm a boy!!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four: Mommy my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five: You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six: I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it?
It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
HELP me!

Month Seven: Mommy... I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
boy: what's up
girl: nm u
boy: i got my G.E.D.
boy: yeah thx
girl: i have to tell you something
boy: go ahead
girl: well i love you.i always have, i cared about you and your always in my heart
boy: that's cool i love you too but your too young, you're 14 and i'm 18
girl: but i love you, age shouldn't matter
boy: i know you do and i love you but i found this girl and she's my age
girl: i just thought.....(crying she logs off)

the next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 yr old girl cut her wrists and wrote on the wall "Age never matters"
The boy then receives a call from the girl he chose and she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love."
that night the boy hanged himself and writes on the wall "she's right. Age doesn't matter. I love you and always will."

Forget his name....
Forget his face....
Forget his kiss...
His warm embrace....
Forget the love that you once knew...
Remember he has someone new....
Forget him when they play your song...
Remember when you cried all night long...
Forget how close you once were....
Remember he has chosen her....
Forget how you memorized his walk....
Forget the way he used to talk....
Forget the things he used to say....
Remember he has gone away....
Forget the way he held you tight....
Remember he's with her tonight...
Forget the way he said he'd leave you.. never.
Remember that he is gone...
he holds a gun to her head,
"any last words?" he said.
"thank you." she replyed
and died.

later that night,
they found her not right.
she lay on the bed.
but she was surely dead.

he was shot,
but still faught.
he took his last breath,
then was swallowed by death.

some people cry,
while other people die.
some may call is sad,
but I call it bad.

it is life.
don't end it with a knife.
or with a gun,
cuz I love you hun.
don't forget that,
or i'll have to wear a black hat.
and a dress...
boy, that would be a mess.
She lookes in the morror as she wipes away her running mascara and says 'i'm so stupid'
For one split second she almost turned around, but that would be like pouring rain back into a cloud.
People ask me how I am doing, I say "I'm fine." and smile a nice, shy smile. Are you really that stupid or am I that good of an actress?
I hope she breaks your heart like you broke mine.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
My tears run down like razer blades, I know I'm not the one to blame, It's you. Or is it me? And all the words we never say come out and now we're all ashamed. And there's no sense in playing games when you've done all that you can do. But now it's over. Why is it over? I wish that I could take it back. But it's over.
Was loved, now hated. Should care more, but I'm practically numb.
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Denisaurz Report | 01/17/2011 3:12 pm
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happy birthday~ :3
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Me too! sitting around and doing nothing smile
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Yay!! thanks!!!1

a picture i took of my house.

3 really good friends being silly at school!

hannah banana!

jorgia! i miss you soooooo much


watch out for the evil turtle!!! i call him cuddles. hear him rawr!


i took a picture of a rainbow, like it?

a rainbow i drawed

my dog licky

my sisters dog winnie

me and my friend courtney. (me ish the one on the left)

taylen!!!!!!!!!!!! the little boy i babysit =] he's so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!

skyler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the little girl i babysit, taylen's big sissy!!!!!!!!!!! =P


I cut my sisters dogs fur muahahaha