Here I am, I am me
Well, first off, after about three years, I'm back!
Apparently, the Megabyte Monster ate my profile background, so don't complain. I won't even bother to try and fix the many things wrong with it. It would take me FOREVER. But, here's something new, I suppose. Someone has to be wonderin' where I went.
I don't really know where I've been. It's more like where haven't I.
People came and gone, hit and run, etc.
Chances arose, I took, them, I let them go, I made it, I lost, I gained, I found
My world has been completely rocked, came to a complete stop, erupted and came to an eerie calm
My thoughts are more fluid and unobtainable than they have ever been
It's like a veil, clouding what I see, but shielding me from the Outside
I break it, it repairs, I want it, I banish it
Things happen, things don't
I make what I want to see, see what I don't want to hear, hear what I won't try, try what I never thought I could
My words are as free as any freedom has ever been
I'm chained, I'm free, I'm a slave and a master
I've learned and forgotten, forgotten what I wanted to learn, learned what I wish I could forget
I've made mistakes, fixed my flaws, made some more, looked over the edge, pulled some away from it
I was an Angel, a Demon, a Thorn and an Antidote, Poison and Sweet Salvation
I was, I am, I suppose I will be
I endure, I break, I repair and shatter
I wonder what I am, I am what I wonder I may just be, I never am just right
I can't answer what I wonder, but you can still ask.
This is what I have to say. It's all I know right now. Welcome me back or shun me.
I am here.