All About Me....

Hey! whoever you are!! =] The name is kelsey. give me pizza and presents 11/29!. I love music. without music life would be very very very boreing!! who couldnt live without it?? I absolutely love rock music! its very awesome. I love many others too, but rock is mainly what i listen to. I have an awesome bestfriend. He is the one friend you would want to have. Yes we have disagreements and differences but that doesnt really matter to us. Even though we dont see eachother often we still manage to stay bestfriends. He understands everything i go through, i mainly go to him for everything. I couldnt live without my bestfriend either!...I seriously couldnt.Yes i am taken.He's that person that you always dream of and always think about. I could never take my mind off of him. He's careing,loveing,understanding,Funny,loyal,and so much more.....
School of course sucks....7th grade bites.. so much freakin gossip, i really dont even care about all that crap. i try to stay out of it.Friends is what i go to school for. I love to write poems and music. Music is basically my life....so im basically a normal girl....i think...lol...



I PRAYED....

I prayed for you before we met,
not knowing who you'd be.
I asked the lord to send a friend.
One chosen just for me.

I asked that they'd be godly,
with wisdom of his way's.
A friend to help and guide me
in the troubles of these days.

So often in life,we need someone
to listen while we talk.
Someone who will not condemn or judge,
but encourage us as we walk.

The narrow road we choose to follow
may sometimes make us stumble,
but to have a friend to catch our fall,
teahces us to be humble.

When I asked the lord to send a friend,
though many came and went,
he gave much more than i ever asked,
you are the friend he sent.
KelseyGarcia


Darkness....

As i sit in my bed with the music as loud as can be
I stare.
The darkness just surround me
slowly taking me
I put up a fight
and i loose
It takes me to a place i haven't even seen before
a different view
a different way of life worse than mine
drunks, murders, fight after fight
standing there watching it was worse than a nightmare
i begged and begged to take me back
it didnt listen
so i ran
with all that fear in me
i jumped
falling in the air
my life flashed before my eyes
seeing all the good times
second thoughts hit my mind
but it was to late
i hit the bottom
the bed shook and i opened my eyes
i was back in my bed
the music loud
staring into the darkness.......
KelseyGarcia..




EYES....

I walk into a crowd
with my head held high,
slightly proud.

But I soon halt
my confident walk
and balk,
because it's a crowd made of eyes,
and my earlier confidence
seems like a pack of lies.

I feel like I'm being hit
by thousands of stones
as the stares of the crowd
strike me to my bones,
and I frantically search
for a place to sit,
because the crowd made of eyes
is calculating,
analyzing,
staring,
staring,
staring,
and I don't know
if they like what they see.

I sit down
in an inconspicuous spot
while the crowd just looks;
then just finds,seeks,peeking
for a new victim.

(this poem is about a dream i had and it was about me trying to find a seat on stage while a crowd was watching me try to find a seat, it is about my insecurity, it was like a nightmare,this was how i felt. i wrote this once i woke up)(i know it's kinda weird, but it was a dream!)

KelseyGarcia....







don't quit....


When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and its turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When they might have won, had they stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit!

KelseyGarcia..
( To my friend who had such a hard time,"to you i say is to never ever quit"....)




SORRY.....
Never been in an argument,
We've been friends for about 2 years,
Now you are mad
And my eyes just filled with tears

The only person I truly trust,
My best friend I truly adore
never had a best friend
Like you ever before


You are my very best friend,
I know this is true,
I just feel so very bad,
So a poem is what I write to you,

You are the best, but all
I really want is best friend back,
And when you decide to,
Our friendship I'll never lack.

BY:KELSEY GARCIA..
(i was just going through a tough time and never meant to hurt you along the way....i guess you just got caught in all my mess.....)



don't know if this poem is any good... I'm just really upset right now and I have to get it out.


I thought things were good now
I thought we'd overcome the bad
Now I see through the illusion
Of the love I thought we had

You told me that you met her
Now you don't know what to do
I smiled and said "Just pick her
I'll be fine not having you"

But I couldn't hold my tears back
So I whispered "Got to go..."
Then I quickly hung the phone up
So my hurting wouldn't show

Now I'm shaking and I'm crying
And I don't know what to do........






A FRIEND

My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and alot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends til the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,
together you and me.

BY.KELSEY GARCIA






YOUR NOT ALONE
to all my friends....

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.
BY.KELSEY GARCIA