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I awoke this morning,
Or so it seemed.
From something strange,
I believe a dream.
You smiled and said,
Hold me for a while.
I held you close.
I held you tight.
We held each other,
All through the night.
I still couldn't understand,
Why the tear had fell,
Until I awoke,
Alone in my cell.


Everyday i keep the same thing locked in
All i want is to tell everyone that i love him.
My heart tells me to say it
But my mind just tells me to give up and quit
Everyone says i should stop fantasizing over a guy
But the fact that he might love me makes me want to try
Try to make him realize that i exist
I'm still looking for that day where he gives me my first kiss
So here i am with and empty heart
I guess I'm back from the very start



Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You Lyrics

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

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Report | 07/12/2006 1:50 pm

danieltadeu

Im fine ^_^

Report | 06/07/2006 3:19 am

Volkov Seraphim

^^

Report | 04/27/2006 5:47 am

foxyca

i am fine ... u?xD

Report | 04/27/2006 5:40 am

danieltadeu

helowww
how are you to day?????

Report | 04/27/2006 4:57 am

foxyca

really '? .. cool

Report | 04/26/2006 3:46 pm

Luvian Blue

Hey, Nice avvie ^^

I recognize that piccy in your signature, it's from one of my favourite deviant artists, Shirotsuki ^^

Report | 04/23/2006 10:32 am

foxyca

^_^

Report | 04/23/2006 5:44 am

danieltadeu

helowwwww
^_^
I go add you ...ok
kisses
^_^

Report | 04/23/2006 4:32 am

Doctor Ditto

Ive seen your sig many times before and I still drool for it.. Really amazing. Self-made or gotten from somewhere?
Nice profile. I really like the first poem. <3

Report | 04/17/2006 7:05 am

foxyca

tnx