About

Well hello everyone, I'm new to gaia so I don't know whats going on around here too.

My name is Nome (yeah it's a rather weird name)
I'm pretty shy and I don't talk much etc etc.

You could say that I'm rather heart broken cry I don't know why am I living, I have stuff to live for but if there wasn't things to live for I have no meaning to live. Even though I have a great familiy it's not their fault, it my fault and they shouldn't have save me.









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Ok ahh, so introductions ?
Hello everyone I'm a guy
In real life, I have black hair and black eyes, I have spiky hair and i'm probably about 180 cm / in ?? tall, I want to dye my hair red, but everyone would give me the eye since it's not "normal" I really hate everyone I always wish that the world would end at 2012.

I weight about 60 kg and I belive that I might be a Hikikomori (ひきこもり or 引き籠もり) because I don't go outside often, I might be alittle emo too. When I'm angry I don't express myself, I just simply walk away showing you that I'm piss off.

Since I was a little kid, I've always love the color pink and blue, until my brother and his friend gang up on me and bully my emotions. Since then, I've started being alone and hating everyone. But I never show my hate, I just didn't have the guts to hate anyone, I was too shy, because I have noone to share my emotions with. I didn't talk to anyone and still haven't talk to anyone in school [except if I have to such as that person say hi] I confess I've always been a seriously shy person, and that destroys alot of times I should have been happy not sad all the time.

When I'm sad, I usually eat alot of things , Chocolate, candy , noodle, ramen , instant soup , mushroom soup, etc etc, another thing I do when I'm sad is to watch youtube, there's always something for me to feel better, and laugh about.

My mom always argue with my brother because my mom is doesn't give up easily and my brother talks and doesn't care how other people will feel. I'm sick and tired of that.

My dad is really kind but he's an alcoholic, I don't usually see my mom and dad together as much as they did back then, but it's a good thing they haven't divorce yet.

My cat is very old, it's going to die soon , I have to get ready for that event. My grandma 's sister just also died recently. she's sad now.

But rather than that I guess I'll just deal with it, maybe the future won't be so depressing because I know that other people around the world has worst life then me and I'm pretty grateful for many many things. Yet somehow I'm not really satisfied with my life.