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my birthday is oct. 28

my name is brenna i hate my stupid name
ppl call me scout

i like to right pain poems
i luv to listen to music some of my favorite bands r simple plan,papa roach,nin (nine inch nails),korn,audio slave,the wall flowers,and well........etc.

i like to mess around with my guitar and dont no how to play
my bro broke one string
i want to play drums and be in a litte band
mice r my favorite animal

i hate school

inside i want to kill every one but every one thinks i look inocent

im really small for my age
i have three brothers no sisters (that sucks)

i like to watch tv (who doesnt)

stuff i cant live without-
-computer
-tv
-games
-comic books
-cute boys
-FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-pets
-other stuff

stuff i can live without-
-school
-parents
-brothers
-and other stuff

some of my friends on gaia
-laurlothwen
-vighrafn
-saltylemonade
-kornbean
-kimikariudo

OLD BLUE BED

An old blue bed,
That offer's little sleep,
Is a place, where alone,
I recline to weep.

And arms, now vacant,
Hold little but air,
They fall weak and tremble,
Without you there.

These hands, once creative,
Little more than fill space,
Reduced to redundant,
For not touching your face.

So too lips of passion,
Now parched and drawn thin,
Are merely marking place,
Where your kisses have been.

Thus a barely beating heart,
Now all pounding is through,
Keeps time for the spasms,
Of longing for you.

WAKE UP HAPPY!

Mommy doesn't want daddy
Around anymore.
Just when I must leave,
I'm really not sure.

It won't be today,
And pray not tomorrow.
So let's not make this time,
One filled with sorrow.

I don't want to leave you,
I don't want to go.
How much time we still have,
I really don't know.

Trust that nothing has changed,
Between me and you.
Never ever blame yourself,
Whatever you do.

I'll never stop loving you.
Even when I'm away,
I will always think of you,
Every minute of every day.

You're my baby, my heart,
My strength in the night.
And please don't be frightened,
If mom and I fight.

And believe nothing different,
For my words are all true.
"Sweet dreams, wake up happy,
I will always love you!"

PAIN


Pain stuffed inside of me
Can't let anyone near me
Can't let anyone see the real me
Can't let anyone even hug me

All this pain that's held in me
Why can't anyone see the real me
Why can't anyone help me
Why can't someone just hold me

All this pain that's eating me
Can't let go of the pain in me
Can't get this pain from me
Can't get this pain out of me

When will the pain stop hurting me
Why can't I just feel me
Why can't I just be me
Why can't someone take this pain from me

THE KNIFE

The knife struck deep,
Down into my being,
It CUT you away,
Without care,
Without seeing.
It matters not,
How much I deny,
It changes little,
To refuse to cry.
The past remains,
And cannot return.
Time spins ever on,
Despite how I yearn.

LOST IN LIFE

Deep inside I want to cry,
Everyday wanting to just disappear,
Forever, till the pain goes away

Can life take anymore turns,
or just go back to the way it use to be,
should i just give up,
or keep trying to make the days better

As life goes on i don't know if i can take the pain,
day after day it sits in my body,
trying to find a way out,
but the pain i have will never be forgotten,
Its a battle throughout life

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hi i made this poem uh and ya ^.^

PAIN

this pain building up inside
i cant stop it i cant hide
feeling like im dead
with so much stuff in my head

i feel so week
i feel so bleek
no one cares
no one shares

cant take it any longer
the pain keeps getting stronger
with no one to help me
i wont ever be free

this pain building up inside
i cant stop it i cant hide
feeling like im dead
with so much stuff in my head


hope u liked it ^.^

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blah ^.^

hi i am coco and i have lost it so um just if u want to read my journal and ya im going to lose it soon so bye ^.^


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cocoscout

Report | 05/15/2006 6:24 pm

cocoscout

hi why r u here i thought i reported u!!!!!!
zoey_death

Report | 05/13/2006 1:43 pm

zoey_death

u neaver told me u have had pocky i asked u befor and u neaver did question
firescout

Report | 05/13/2006 11:49 am

firescout

i luv pocky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^
shamonto killer

Report | 05/11/2006 8:41 pm

shamonto killer

Wad she do to u?
zoey_death

Report | 05/11/2006 5:59 pm

zoey_death

why should i donate i donate if ur going to be mean to me huhhhhhhhh stare
firescout

Report | 05/10/2006 8:24 pm

firescout

w/e
shamonto killer

Report | 05/10/2006 4:29 pm

shamonto killer

Thats not called judging!
firescout

Report | 05/10/2006 1:21 pm

firescout

I WONT DECLINE STOP JUDGING ME GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :SCREAM:
shamonto killer

Report | 05/10/2006 8:39 am

shamonto killer

And did u copy brenna anyways?
And i bet u if i ask to become ur friend than u will decline it lik last time
firescout

Report | 05/09/2006 9:43 pm

firescout

thankz

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