Hello, my real name is Noel but you can just call me El if it please you.
Im from Europe, so as you may guess my english isnt pretty good at all.
Im a pretty odd guy to tell the truth, i dont enjoy being around other people and start to feel constrained if more than 2 people are around me. Im thinking about the world and stuff the whole day, my brain is full of informations. There isnt a time i stop thinking about everything, whatever i see gets studied to get known of it exactly. So in the end nothing is able to suprise me.
In my Freetime i draw pictures or play Computer games and to tell the truth i hate drawing, but i find myself doing it from time to time..
For me Life is like a game, you cant loose the game as long as you keep living. If you get kicked around from other people it was your own choice to learn something this way. Nothing that happends is bad or good, its just something you decide a long time ago to get aware of yourself and become something greater.
So in the end i cant stand it if people say they got a difficult life or cry around the whole time. It may be difficult - but theres always a reason why it happened. So stop crying around and try to find out whats the reason of it.
Most of the time im just a giant t**t, and i dont deny that at all. Im like this to safe my own life and to stop myself from breaking from everything i know and see. If i look at a person i dont just see someone, i see a whole world and the whole person is an opened book for me. It may sound cool or interesting, it is but it kills you from the inside if youre not carefull enough.
Im someone you can trust as much as you can trust yourself. So - if you know theres nothing that scares you about yourself or something like that , theres no reason to be scared of me.