ßecause This Is Me...☺

I'm Courtney biggrin
I'm sixteen and getting a little older every day biggrin
I have been in and out of relationship all my life, still waiting on that perfect boy i can actually depend on.
I play softball, basketball, volleyball, soccer and i run track.
A retired cheerleader is what i am, and i can't say i miss it.
I listen to sad songs and watch those tear jerking movies and can't help but shed a tear or two.
I laugh out loud when i read a funny book or just think of one of those crazy times with my friends.
Real friends are the only ones that matter, and you never know you could fall in love with your best friend.
I could say im average but thats a lie, there is no "end of story" for me or a "to be countinued" because im nonstop biggrin
I have lived in regret for so long i'm tired of myself and almost bored to tears.
I'm going to get through the rest of highschool with a smile and "try" not to get into all that stupid drama.
Yet i'll always be dragged in...painfully.
Spiderman is the almighty in my world biggrin
Hero's are limited really.
But the ones in my life are filled with meaning,
&& they make me, me biggrin

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Daddy: My dad died recently and he was my absolute everything. He could always make me laugh even when i was in the worst of moods. He held me when i cried and always asked to beat the boy that broke my heart. He would take me for joy rides with the top down...while it was snowing. He would let be take the wheel, when i was to scared to first start driving. He told me to always live life to the fullest and always woke me up in the mornings with a gentle "i love you." He made me chickle noodle soup when i was to sick and lazy to move from "his" bed biggrin Friday night movies is what we lived for, and our stupid popcorn fights until mom would come in and tell us that we would have to clean it but never did biggrin he meant everything to me and it was harder then hard to get over him.
Candice:My older sister, dear God my older sister. we have more inside jokes then Adam && Eve lol. she is always there for me to talk to and always open for a girls night out. we are like twins look alike sound alike do everything together just a 5 year difference, but it never matters. she sneeks me into parties just so i can be her DD and she is always wasted by the end of the night...yet hilarious. biggrin making more memories with her every chance we get, her boyfriend is a major card and a total retard biggrin but probably the coolest retard you would ever know.
Kristen:my best friend and my sister by things put into place. we have everything in common and it never seizes to amaze me lol she is so amazing and someone i can always talk to when im down. She is soooo weird yet so ummm weird lol. Simple and Sweet she is my best friend and we will always be that way no stupid high school drama can seperate us now biggrin