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"Another year older another day wasted"

"Another year older another day wasted"
life is fleeing
i am 1 year older
i am 1 day wiser
but time the foe to all that lives
to all those who breathes
i think of stolen time that i will never get
my life has lost meaning for that i have no control
time is what holds me ,slow motion
i can never look on for that i'm lost in the past
where the sting of misery and the pain of those dearly departed has abandon me to fend for myself
i am weak i can no longer see myself "the man" but now "The Scared"

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Birthday: 05/01

poem of pain

FROZEN
a thousand winters can't compare to this frozen heart of mine
even the wind cries with me
freezing these tears as they touch my face
there is no warmth left
not even fire n magma can melt this heart
only makes it shatter into a thousand shards
theres no hands so welcoming that i can cry in
letting crystallized tears scatter upon the floor as they hit
there is no heart warm enough to ease this pain
so may it be fate that leaves me to suffer
standing here watching every memory
showing me what i truely lost
A DREAM, A DESIRE, A LOVE
leaving me empty n FROZEN

new poem written by me #2

I WANNA FEEL

i don't wanna go through another day
not feeling a single thing
like a blank sheet with no music
i want to be able to feel
to feel loved, to feel wanted
i want to see a uplifting light
in this cold bitter darkness
someone shine the light on me
release me from emotionless slumber
i want to feel
i want to live
i want to love
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my poem

CRIMSON TEARS

for you i cry these tears of crimson
for this undying passion
this longing for your loveing heart
these tears flow like a stream
with the color of roses
the time i spent with you feel like a endless dream
a dream i can't seem to wake up from
for you i cry,i love,i die for
for that i wish for eternal love

new poem #3

VISUALIZE
we all have some kind of picture in our mind
which we can only see when eyes are closed
may it be a person ,place, or thing
may it be full of colors or in black or white
u can feel it it appears in ur mind
u can image the smell,the feeling

when i let my eyelids fall
as it seems everything goes dim
a sudden flash then it appears in front of me
like this portrait stands before me
as i take a step forward i walk into it
seeing and feeling as if its real

what i see is a ember sky as dawns light spreads across it
as a lake shimmers and cast a mirror image of the sky
but as petals fall and floats on the lake
the waters mirror image is disruppted and tiny waves form
such a beautiful and wonderful sight
that i cant this single tear from rolling down my cheek
as my eyes open and everything disappears
i touch my cheek to find a wet line where a tear has been
the whole thing felt real and i wish it was

my poem

THERE 4 ME
ALL I EVER WANTED ALL I EVER NEEDED
WAS 4 U 2 BE THERE 4 ME
2 B THERE IN MY DARKEST HOUR
4 U TO CATCH ME AS I FALL
TO WIPE THESE TEARS AS THEY FLOW DOWN SLOWLY
IS THIS 2 MUCH TO ASK 4
OR IS THIS JUST MY SELFISH DESIRE
IS IT A SIN TO WANT THIS
TO WANT U BY MY SIDE
TO LOVE U WITH EVERYTHING I GOT
WILL U BE THERE 4 ME
WILL U
OR TOSS ME TO THE SIDE
LIKE SOME WORN DOWN PLAYTHING
TO LEAVE ME IN THE DARK TO FADE
LIKE THE LONELY ROSE WILTING AWAY
WITH PETALS DARKENED WITH SORROW AND GRIEF
WILL U EMBRACE ME AND KEEP ME NEAR
OR LEAVE ME THERE TO DISAPPEAR
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poem to the wind

WIND
i feel the wind it talks to me
it is the voice of nature
i feel its energy consume me
the sensation so pure like being one with mother earth
it fills me with its power
it surrounds me with love pushes me toward new posibilaties
and pulls me out of dangers harm
it has the freedom to roam the skies and give us a gentle breeze on a summer day
but never think it weak,don't anger it
it can cause gusts,gales,whirlwinds and tornados that can wreak havoc
even though it can do that and much more i do not fear it
i feel it's love
i feel it's hate
i value it's grace
it is a part of life we can't live without

Wingz

Wings
In your heart do you hear its cries to fly
listen carefully,slowly crying
hearing the winds call for you
may the skies before you be the path to a new beginning
so fight these gray skies
and cast the wings that so symbolize freedom
feathers fall as these wings take flight and glide upon the sky
leaving a monochrome rainbow of black and white feathers in its wake
encouraging a new era of the sky

poem by me

Bell Flower Confession

This is the night to bear your heart.Take her hand and bring her to a field filled with bell flowers on this night of spring as the moon shines down, letting a river sparkle its reflection. Letting go of her hand to scan the field till you layed eyes upon a single fire fly just awoken from from its slumber,with a finger u pick it up as well as pluck a bell flower from the field. Walking back to her slowly leading the fire fly into the bell flower as you extend the flower o her confessing your heart spilling out what u feel.The fire fly flickers its light as it does illuminating the petals from within.Finally saying what u came to say" I love you will you go out with me?" a second of silence then her lounging into your arms to reply with a kiss,lost in the kiss not to notice the rest of the fire flies has awoken flying and illuminating the sky making this a beautiful midnight confession
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poem by me

A CRY TO LATE
tears left unshed
memories long forgotten
a face faded in our mind
a love lost cuz of a broken bond
sometimes it takes more strength to cry
then to bear its thousand burdens
or carry a heavy heart
one that had seen n felt great pain
would u even shed a single tear to ease ur shaking soul
or let it eat at u till all thats left is a shell
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new poem written by me

THESE THREE LITTLE WORDS

whats with these three little words?
what makes it so hard to say?
what makes it so frightening?
is it cuz we are afraid of rejection
or is it the second they don't return those words
your heart sinks, ur spirit shot down
it takes so much courage to even try
but it takes heart to say it
if u cant rely on your heart what do u rely on
just say it get it out the way
so it wont be a burden anymore
confess it so you can take the pressure off
I LOVE U

new poem#4

CRY OUT
crying out yet no answer
still i feel like ur near
but i know ur miles away
can u hear my cries?
if so with what? your ears or your heart?
can u hear my pleas,my wishes and my love?
i sit here hopeing u feel the same thing
feel like i was there
like if i was giving u my warm embrace......(unfinished)

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A MIDNIGHT CRY
looking into the light
seeing streams of tears flow from ur eyes
like a river gleaming in a moonlit night
i can't seem to not shed a tear to
for that im not sure to do
should i stand n watch
or open arms n embrace
would u let me near?
may i be the shoulder u cry on?
may i be the one there for u?
let me shoulder ur burden
let me in n i won't let u fall
let me wipe away those tears
n show u the light
that pierce this endless night

my poem

MASKS
THE MASKS WE HIDE BEHIND
THE FACES WE MAKE
ARE ALL FAKE
WHY CAN'T WE SPEAK OUR MIND
OR SHOW THE WORLD OUR DREAMS AND HOPE
WHY DO WE HIDE BEHIND A FALSE FACE HIDING OUR FEELINGS
IS THERE NONE WHO SPEAK FROM THEIR HEART
OR SHOW THEIR TRUE EMOTIONS
WE ARE ALL HIDING SOMETHING
OUR HEARTS OUR FEELINGS OUR TRUE SELF

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FoxinurBRAIN Report | 11/21/2010 6:43 pm: OMG YOu're on?! XD
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 07/09/2010 3:31 pm: Oh wow. How romantic. Sounds like a date to me. xD =^___^=

Eternally yours...

FOXXX
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 07/09/2010 12:09 pm: I LOVE EWE!!! =^____^= MWAH! smile
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 06/08/2010 4:46 am: Yeah. I'm fine. Birthday was boring and YESSS... YOu can have me now xD
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 06/03/2010 6:51 pm: BIRTHDAY WUZ TODAY!!!!!!! =^_________________^= Oh and now officailly single O_x xD
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 05/30/2010 4:32 am: =^________________________________________________________^= Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol. What you been up to lately?
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 05/29/2010 6:16 pm: Oh I can only imagine wink Lol. I love you muches. =^_______~= I wanna see you again. razz
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 05/28/2010 8:42 pm: Wowww....realy? I mean I haave heard of hot pants, but maybe the whole pants on fire thing is a bit much XDDD I love u anyway razz
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 05/15/2010 7:45 am: Wow... only??? how do you do that???? lawl
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 05/14/2010 5:23 pm: Did you get me present??? =^_____^=

Never There darkstarwish poem

Your never there
you say you love but scared to come near
building walls between us
you say you care but show fear
holding things from me
telling lies
cutting me off
turning your back on me
was i just a toy for your amusement?
was i just something to fill the void?
you didn't hold me,you never told me u cared
for that your never there
now its to late for those words to part your lips
the words i so craved to ease my sadness
but now lost all meaning from its lateness
for you have left me alone for so long
that my heart is now cold and shallow it cares not for words
for that your never there and never will be

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new poem ^^

This Love Kills

Let my heart bleed for it is already gone stolen by the one thought to be true but what lies between is a empty void, a distance that severs a bond "this love kills". The time in which we spent was just lie a lie u made to make me think it was real when it was nothing more than a faked out play "this love kills".The hours, the days , the weeks i spent on myself to better myself just for you wasted "this love kills".Now i know i was fine the way i am and there is nothing you can do to stop me going back. Turning my back on u leaving u where u stand cause all u wanted was a lie "this love kills you now how is that for fair". Never again cross my path or the pain i felt will sure strike u down like lightning "this love kills you".
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poem

MY LOVE
my love is what i wait for
it is what i live for
i give into this passion
my heart breaks as i wait
but i don't want to lose hope
i lose breath as she walks by
it feels like my heart being torn out
my love so close but so far away
in plain sight
shes near but can she see what i feel
can she see my love, my pain
i hush my urge to cry
these silent screams of agony
plz stop this beating heart
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poem by me

THIS BLEEDING HEART
i am broken and torn
this heart bleeds because of your pierceing eyes
see right threw me reading me
teardrops fall like rain
give me back what you stole
my heart my love
i'm losing whats left of my dignity
i'm breaking,i'm lost
you left me with my heart in my hand
this love betrays me