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About me? This is going to be hard to do, I'm never very good at describing myself, but I'll try anyways...

I was born on October the 7th in the year 1987 my mum is Tony Bennett and my Dad is Andrew lammas. When I was about2/3 my parents split up and I lived with my mum til I was 10/11, as some of you know I don't like my mum. Up until this month(April 2006) I have lived with my dad, but now I've moved out due to them moving up to Yorkshire and me wanting to stay in Dover. I'm currently 6' 5'' and still growing (!!!) and you can see from my picture what I look like. I would like to think that I'm a happy go lucky 'the worlds my oster' type of guy, but in truth I'm not. My personality has many sides and what side you see depends of how much I like, trust, want to be freinds with you and my mood at the time. Most of the time I'm in a good mood and tend to take each day as it comes, but when things don't go to plan(like they have a habit of doing) I tend to withdraw into myself and lock people out, and when problems come my way I tend to stick my head into the sand and try to forget about the problem and hope it goes away, but I'm learning now that problems never go away. I enjoy being around my freinds, but I often doupt weither they want to be around me and all it takes is for one of them to do something that that mind translates into a sign that they don't like me and thats it I totaly withdraw into myself. I can be shy sometimes but this side only comes out around somepeople and is my most annoying side because I always try to tiptoe around that person or persons.

I love to help people and love my own little brand of advice I give when people come to be for help and I'm a really good listener, or so I like to think, I'm probally not. My biggest flaw is that I find it hard to let go of people and I get really close to the people I like and I'm too trusting so that when I get screwed over or I fall out with a freind it hits me really hard, the last time that happened I didn't leave my room for 2 days and that happened about a year ago and I'm still recovering, although the worst is over(I no longer blaime myself and self harm for example). When I'm in a depressive mood I hate to be made a fuss of and it really bugs be when people self harm, not because they want to hurt themselves because they blaime/hate themselves, or want to kill themselves, but because they want attention, I really don't like those people.

I tend to be really protective of my freinds and I tend to be a pretty calm guy most of the time, except when I feel I've been betrayed or somebodies hurt one of my freinds. Have I been in love before? I think I have, they was a girl a few years back, might have been last year, but it was probally just 'teenage love', personaly I think I' too young to feel something like that and was probally just looking for some companionship and I'm just happy for that persons freindship now, it was great the otherday, because for the past many months I've thought that said girl hated me (there was a few times before that I started acting really weird, but I'm over that now and I thought it was because of that), but I found out that this was not the cause which is great!

I think that covers everything really...

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He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.

Friedrich Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil, Aphorism 146
German philosopher (1844 - 1900)