My family... u mess with them ill kill you
A friend came up to me and asked why i was hurting today... i told him it was because my friend punched me, but he knew i felt a deeper pain... he sat me down and talked to me no matter how much i didnt want to. he questioned why i hadnt smiled in a while, while i always had my hood up, why i secluded myself. I told him everything.
"i dont want people to know im hurting."
"well, people need to know, start by telling me and ull gain confidence to tell everyone"
"alright well it started after my 15th birthday 3 days after, i met ericka and loved her and dated her for a month, but we were forced to break up."
"oh so your sad about ericka?"
"no, soon after i met charlotte who was 20 years old and i fell in love with her, but that only lasted a week and things changed, she never said she loved me back no matter how many times i said it"
"oh your sad about charlotte?"
"no, because i knew a girl since the beginning of ninth grade named sajia who i knew i liked, it was weird, i hated everything she stood for, spazzes, japanese anime, all of it... but i couldnt stereotype her with the rest im not sure why... but i liked her and became part of that group and got close to her... and i said yes to dating her, but i felt it was only because her friend Jessica had unintentionally played my emotions."
"so your sad about sajia?"
"well i was for a while, but than i started talking to ericka again and she said she still loves me, which made me happy, but she also found another guy, but shes not sure if he likes her back... I dont really know what to think, if theres even a chance in hell i could ever date ericka again or if i should just be a friend, but its hard to be a friend with her, i love her and i really want her to be more than a friend."
"so your sad because you might not have ericka?"
"no"
"THAN WHY ARE YOU SAD JJ?"
"because ive been doing alot of things and hurting alot of people"
"so you sad because you hurt them"
"yes"
"I doubt you could think of 2 times you hurt someone"
"Lets see... I got ericka to like me than when we were forced to break up it crushed her, I agreed to go out with Sajia and than just dumped her the next day, I dumped charlotte"
"hmmm, well JJ i cant help you than"
"alright whatever bye"
o-o TEEHEE i was bored :3
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