About

I suppose this is where I define myself to thousands of people on my friends list. First off, as horrible and as commonly used as this sounds, no website, paragraph, or blog will express 100% of who I am and what I stand for.

My name is Chelseyy. Don't ask if it's my real name or not, and yes, I've been asked this question countless times.
Some people call me Romeo, others refer me as Juliet.
There are reasons behind this.


I'm currently aging at fifteen years old. No it's not sweet, nor is it horrible. There is nothing different about it except for the fact you observe the world in obsurd ways. Well I know I view the world differently, and this is about me, so I do have every right to write about me as much as I do please.


The greatest thing about me is knowing me.
Everyone has their own personal view of each and every person.
Some people think I'm rude, others think I'm sweet.
People think I'm "stupid", and others are under the impression that I can use my mind. All are correct. There is no wrong answer when it comes to how a person feels about someone else.
However, I do have my moments where I like to chill, and lay back, and not be soo uptight and worried about academics, and I do tend to not use my mind. Other times, if I am in a serious conversation then i will use my mind, and not be soo.. zany.
There are other times as well when I can be the sweetest person you know, and someone else will refer to me as being a b***h.

I'm wild, headstrong, and I can be arrogant if you get on my bad side, if you're on my good side, you'll see the best of me.
I have an attitude problem, but I try not to let that get the best of me.
I like people to see that I can be fun and energetic, and not so uptight about things.


Just because I'm quiet when we first talk doesn't mean it's because I'm bashful or shy. I like to observe people and how they act before I open up to them.


I am a souther Girl at heart.
I do have an accent.
I say "water" not "wooder"
and it's "the eastern shore" not "the shore, or the bay, or the ocean"
I use the term "exit"
I say "hoagies", not "subs" or "heros"
I don't walk, I strut.


Sadly, music isn't my life. I love music, yes. I think music is certainly a conversation starter, and a barrier-breaker, but let's face it. Alot of people could make up lyrics, and a beat. I'll give you a handful of creativity and a trash can to drum on, and you'll see.


I think most drama is caused by ignorance. I admit, I am one to start a few things, and whatnot, but the "he said she said" drama, it needs to stop. Avoid these situations, and just tell the person what you think about them to their face. If you have a problem, go to the person, it's easier to do that and get it over with anyway, then to cause abunch of hassle and invite people into a situation who don't even need to be there.


You are not a dinosaur/pirate/ninja/whatever, do not rawr.
I only want to hear you rawr if you're actually one of the things above. Or a Samuri, because all myspacers know that Samuris are better than just some ninja.


I'm not a fan of lables. Not because I'm ignorant to them, and think they're not going to be everywhere. They're going to be everywhere if I want them to or not. In middle school, yeah, use lables all you want. It's a great way to find friends and people who you actually might have something in common with. In highschool though, just drop it. Stop looking at someones physical appearence and defining what they are according to your standards. It's just pathetic and shallow, also annoying too.


I do not claim to be hot/sexy, because I'm niether. I look as hot/sexy as a Barbie Doll, or a sex toy. Cute/Pretty is modest, and it sounds more clean, and that's what I'd rather go for. I don't want to be looked at as a sex doll, because I'm not one. I rather have a clean image than a dirty one.


I am a Christian, I'm Methodist. It's what I believe in, but I'm not going to preach my beliefs to the world. I have never been baptised before, and I've never read the whole Bible. For me to get baptised I feel like I should atleast read the entire Bible first, and I haven't. I'm not a Bible scholar, or a preacher. I hate trying to push my beliefs onto other people. Usually when I even get into an arguement about Creation and Evolution I don't even say if I'm a Christian or not because I'd feel like by saying "God made this" "God made that", I feel like I would be pressing my beliefs onto someone else, and making them uncomfortable, and I hate that.


I am currently homeschooled. No, it's not a religous thing. It's a drama thing. I rather not put up with drama, and my parents agree, so this is where I am. A school sends me books, I do them, I study hard, I take exams, I send those in, they grade them, and file them. When I'm all done they will mail me my highschool diploma. Yes, it still counts as homeschool even if it isn't a parent/guardian making up a cirriculum for me.


I'm smarter than what people give me credit for. I will talk to someone on the phone, just plain normal, not thinking about anything, and having a ton of blonde moments, and laughing and making jokes, but when I do get into an intellectual conversation, I know when to quit. I know when to be playful and to be serious.


Career wise I have an interest in Beauty. I'd love to go to beauty school, and then go out and do my own thing, whatever that may be. However, I do fear if I don't know my capabilities and I am limiting myself. It's alot to think about.


If you want to impress me, tell me something about Japan's culture/music/values/ect. I have the biggest infatuation with Japan, it's people, and it's way of life. Not because it's the cool thing to be amazed by places or anything in Asia. I've felt this way growing up, this isn't just a recent feeling. It's fashion and life really speaks for itself, and it does grab my interest, and keep it.


Speaking of "cool" things, I ponder if this bisexual trend is annoying anyone else besides me. I understand that each generation tries to be different from previous ones, and my generation is practicing with sexuality and everything, but please.

Just because you made out with someone of the same sex during Truth or Dare doesn't mean you're bisexual.
Even if you care for the opposite sex, but admire the body of the same sex, that doesn't mean you're bisexual. If you're even bisexual, it should be it's because you don't care what is on the outside, you only care for what's in the inside of the person, and you don't aim to please just one sex, you just want to please people in general.


The sudden sXe [straight-edge] trend is really bothering me.
I know there are many definitions to the word, and many beliefs which so on carry out this word. But to me, sXe means no drugs, and I still count legal drugs apart of this, not just illegal ones.
If you're going to say you're sXe, atleast be fair to it and explain what is sXe to you, because there are soo many views on this word, it's hard to pin-point it. Also, I believe that if you are a minor you have no right to be sXe. Yes, you have ability to obtain drugs, very good, but it's still illegal as well.

If you are a minor and you say you are sXe, I want to hear that you have either done an illegal drug before, as well as legal ones, or I want to know that you have had a personal experience with drugs like.. a family member used to take drugs, and it basically took their life away. If you're legal and say you're sXe, that's okay, because you are at the age where you can get drugs that a doctor gives you, and you don't need your parents there or anything.


Here's more of my opinions:

Does anyone else besides me wonder why early teen girls walk around with their breasts practically out of their shirt?
Girls who do this, give it up. You're giving yourself the wrong attention, and you're going to attract the wrong crowd, and you're only going to get hurt down the road. This isn't me talking, this is statistics and facts talking. It's soo easy to fall under pressure and temptation than it is going against it.

This one is about looks, and dramatic plastic surgeries.
I know many people who think that sex changes and other things are unnatural, and yes, I understand this, but I do respect people who get them done.
Why?

You have ignorant people who ridicule people who get things done, and say "that's unnatural", but when you think about it, sitting under a UV light is unnatural. I had a conversation like this with someone, and they said "well it's that person's choice, they know they're going to get verbal abuse."

At the same time, that doesn't make it right. If a person wants to change themself, and have the money to do it then why not let them? It's their body, not yours.

Just because you don't have enough guts to get half of the stuff in Plastic Surgery done that means you have to drag people down who have the money to do it, and actually go along with it?
I don't think so. I give them all the credit in the world.


Okay.. positive stuff now. As you may have read before, I am fifteen. My birthday is february 7th, which does mean I am an aquarius [The tiger..or lion, whatever the ******** it is]. It's funny because my characteristics do fit into a aqaurius form, I'm not saying I do not believe in Astrology, but is it bad to say I believe in coincidences?


I'm a believer in Karma, and "Do unto others as you would have do unto you." I believe that if you do something bad, something bad will eventually happen to you.
You reap what you sow.


I'm not liked by many people, and I think this is fine because I would hate it if someone where to like me, and I actually didn't like them all too well. Most people are pig-headed though, and just plain ignorant.


I admire art of many types. Anything art I basically love.
Doesn't matter if it's visual arts on a stage, canvas, I admire it in some way. I find that if you look hard enough there is a beauty in pretty much anything natural, doesn't matter what it is, I feel that's how art is too. If it's expressive in a way, it's beautiful to me.