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ok totally new me I feel this odd sense of needing to renovate myself and since march and april I feel like I truly have changed smile I have accomplished so much since being single it feels amazing <3 I have a full time job I got a raise after my first three months <3 I got my headshots done and I finally have a stable schedule where I can go out on auditions <3 i'm hoping within the next month or so I can get some acting work heart heart heart wish my luck everyone 4laugh



if u have ny questions or comments or w/e u can message me or leave a comment its all good ^^
oh and if i don't know u i do accept all friend requests so add me if u want. 4laugh
lifes a b***h but its bearable wen u have good friends and a stubborn hard head to not let anything beat u

Emo doesn't mean u cut.
Emo doesn't mean ur gay.
Emo doesn't mean ur suicidal.
Emo is real.
Emo is people.
Emo is everything.
Emo is a label.
Emo is being free.
Free to be you.
Free to express.
Free to tell everyone to f*** off!!
Emo is just a word
.-EMOS-
*Are not cry babies
*Do not always wear black
*Can be very nice people
*Don't always cut themselves
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are normal people just like you
(Put this on your profile if you agree with this.)
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╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ EMOS!!!
and if u think other wise go die...your the reason im emo!!!


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ok so this next song is sumthing i discovered while looking thro my old cd's and wen i first heard it i was like wtf but the lyrics caught my attention so i listened to it all the way thro ... totally changes a person the version i heard was by baz lurhmann its a remake but still the lyrics r the same

ladies and gentlemen of the class of '99

were sunscreen. if i could offer you only one tip for the future sunscreen would be it. the longterm benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists where as the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable then my own neandering experience. i will dispense this advice now.

enjoi the power and beauty of ur youth. nvm. u won't understand the power and beauty of ur youth until it has faded. but trust me 20 years from now u'll look back at photos of urself and recall in a way u can't grasp now how much possibility lay b4 u and how fabulouse u really looked. U R NOT AS FAT AS U IMAGINE.

don't worry about the future or worry but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. the real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed ur worried mind the kind that blindside u at 4pm on some idle tuesday.

do one thing everyday that scares u

SING

don't be reckless with other pplz hearts. don't put up with ppl who r reckless with urs.



FLOSS

don't waste ur time on jealousy. sometimes ur ahead sometimes ur behind. the race is long and in the end it's only with urself

remember compliments ue receive. 4get the insults. if u succed in doing this tell me how

keep ur old love letters throw away ur old bank statments

STRETCH

don't feel guilty if u don't know what u want to do with ur life. the most interesting ppl i know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. some of the most interesting 40 year olds i know still don't.

get plenty of calcium. be kind to ur knees. u'll miss them when they're gone.

maybe u'll marry maybe u won't. maybe u'll have children maybe u won't. maybe u'll divorce at forty or maybe u'll dance the funky chicken on ur 75th wedding aniversary. whatever u do don't congradulate urself too much or berate urself either. ur choices are half chance and so r everybody elses.

Enjoi ur body. use it every way u can. don't be afraid of it or what other ppl think of it. it's the best instrument u'll ever own.

DANCE. even if u have no where to do it but ur own living room.

read the directions even if u don't follow them

DO NOT read beauty magazines they will only make u feel ugly.

get to know ur parents. u never know when they'll be gone for good. be nice to ur siblings. they're ur best link to ur past and the the ppl most likely to stick with u in the future

understand that friends come and go but with a precious few we should hold on.










work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle. for as the older u get the more u need the ppl u knew when u were young.

live in NYC once but leave before it makes u hard. live in northern california once but leave before it makes u soft.

TRAVEL

accept certain unaliable truths. prices will rise politicians will falander and u too will get old. and when u do u'll fantasize that when u were young prices were reasonable politicians were noble and children respected their elders. respect ur elders.

don't expect anyone to support u. maybe u have a trust fund maybe u'll have a wealthy spouse. but u never know when either one might run out.

don't mess too much with ur hair or by the time ur 40 it'll look 85

be carefull with whose advice u buy but be patient with those who supply it.

ADVICE IS A FORM OF NOSTALGIA AND DISPENSING IT IS A WAY OF SIFTING THE PAST FROM THE DISPOSAL WIPING IT OFF PAINTING OVER THE UGLY PARTS AND RECYCLING IT FOR MORE THAN IT'S WORTH.

but trust me on the sunscreen





my kids <3 i love them so much they are the latest addition to my schools farm




my schools piggy and one of my bestest buddies heart


and our chickens smile