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Last Login: 04/07/2017 11:24 am

Registered: 01/11/2010

Gender: Male

Location: Moon

Birthday: 11/23

Occupation: Hacking my world


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a place where ill place w/e comes to mind and i feel i need to let out without telling anyone that is directly or indirectly involved with those thoughts



HELLO WORLD! My name is Nick and I've come back to Gaia after 2 years of absence. Gaia hasn't changed much, from my point of view, it is still quite inaccessible to newcomers and very hard to climb to the top (earn gold, get your fav items, etc; feels like a chore!)

Rant aside, I came back to Gaia mostly for kicks. I was bored and had nothing to do; I was pretty bored of youtube as well. Some of the things i like to do.... I like to write poems/abstracts every once in a fullmoon as well as play with tektek when i'm extremely bored, I also enjoy playing piano (currently still learning) I'm a HUGE, HUGE and I mean HUGE megaman X fan

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(From left to right: Axl, X and Zero)

Been a huge fan since I was 8 freaking years old. ******** you capcom for not including X in uMvC 3 !

Ahem, moving on. I'm very open minded when it comes to music except for most country genre (I like some artists though) and rap, let me point out I enjoy GOOD rap artist like Snoop Dog, Biggie Smalls (RIP) and Slim Shady among others, not s**t like Wiz Kalifa.

I like to attend movie premier nights A LOT. I try not to miss out on them, specially if the movie premiering is one of my favs like resident evil series, the amazing spiderman, the dark knight rises, etc. Watching a movie any other night seems kind of pointless to me because on premier nights, from my perspective, it is when its most lively and you feel that vibe of WoW factor going on.

I'm also a fan of manga and anime; yeah so sue me w/e. Some of my favorite manga reads are Rurouni Kenshin, Saint Seiya, Saint Seiya - The Lost Canvas, Himitsu no Akuma-chan (The Secret Devil-Chan), School Rumble, Watashi ni xx Shinasai!, Gravitation and that's it I can't think of any other that I really Enjoyed. As far as anime goes FMA: Brotherhood, Saint Seiya - The Lost Canvas, MegaMan X - Day of Sigma, Rebuild of Evangelion and..... that's it.

Things I'm currently looking forward to:

- Odd World: Abe's Odyssey New n' Tasty
- MegaMan X Corrupted
- PSvita
- God Eater 2 (PSvita HD version!)
- Resident Evil 6 (the game)
- Resident Evil 6 (Untitled film finale)
- New PS3 model (I don't own a PS3 nor Xbox, just a PSP)
- Piano lessons
- Meeting new people


Now for your viewing pleasure I present you with some of the old poems/abstracts I wrote:

A Path without tiles

I walk with fear, but without looking back.
I walk with hate and i dont know how to turn back time.
I ask to the winds, the "why" to my sorrows.
And without an answer, i resign to fate.

In that moment, my heart burns and speaks to me.
My usual self is not like that, no resignment, no hate.
And at the bottom of my heart, a memory, a treasure.
Your words and caresses give me strength to erase all that is bad in me.

With a burning heart and a stern look, something withtin still hurts.
That same memory, that same treasure.
The memory of you, saddens me.
Because in this path, with me, you do not walk.

Strength surges and echoes in the winds "Don't give up"
For this path without tiles in which i stride
Someday, will lead me to you.

On this path, my tears shred.
My heart burns but grieves without hate.
My eyes, still bearing a stern look, do not reflect fear.
Despite the abscense of your presence.
Despite this path without tiles.


Him and Himself

Him dislikes Himself
Himself is him.
Him tries to overcome Himself
He wants to be something more.

Himself stands watching, he does not fight back.
Him fights as hard as one can.
For Him does not like Himself.
But Him realizes, change may not occur.

Himself watches patiently, he does not chose a side.
Him runs desperatly, he longs for a change to happen now.
Him pushes for a change, only to become tired.
Only to become Himself.

Not knowing what to do, Him crumbles and cries.
Himself still watches, no aid, no pride.
Him thinks "must i surrender to myself?"
Him does not know where to go. Him needs help.

Himself does not answer to Him's question.
Him has a dream, to become something more.
Himself has no desire, he just watches Him mourn.


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Mia_Rose333 Report | 08/23/2014 5:15 pm
No I am sorry. I have not been on here in years.
MarikaChan13 Report | 03/01/2013 6:59 pm
*waves* I'm back now whee
Jasmine Berry Report | 01/07/2013 3:02 am
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Ohh you went on a trip, how was it? :]
Jasmine Berry Report | 12/25/2012 3:54 am
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Haaaapy christmas! 3nodding
O c t 1 9 9 8 Report | 12/18/2012 9:16 am
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Jasmine Berry Report | 12/05/2012 1:48 am
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Ahhh well I bet it was still yum? gonk
O c t 1 9 9 8 Report | 11/29/2012 1:57 pm
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thanks anyway not-friend emotion_kirakira
Jasmine Berry Report | 11/29/2012 10:59 am
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no problemo c:
and awww well atleast you had cake 3nodding
whut sort was it?
Jasmine Berry Report | 11/23/2012 8:00 am
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HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY emotion_awesome
O c t 1 9 9 8 Report | 11/20/2012 7:52 pm
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wahmbulance ultimate super parabolic pokes of destruction are dangerous wahmbulance lol i answer everything late! xD


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