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Starflyt Report | 09/16/2012 9:51 pm

Yesh! biggrin

x Rose Quartz x Report | 09/10/2012 3:43 am

vampirefreaks....ugh. I became top rated on there. i had an incident with a former toprated guy who had dated "beccababydoll" for a while and i called her slow in a comment to him. we're SORT OF together now. but she turned the entire population of top rated's against me and i was chased off the site..v.v she would humiliate and make an example of anyone who crossed her. she is a vile, poisoned t**t with literally no life. her life IS vampirefreaks. her mummy and daddy pay for her apartment and she just runs to her parents for money. shes a spoilt little ******** and i hate her. she tried to throw a wedge between ryan and i by humiliating me and cussing me off to him. but it didn't work. we're still here and working on getting a relationship going. i'm not sure why he's taking so long to decide..he treats me like a princess but nothing's happened. we've met, been intimate and everything so..hmm. lord knows, but i'm enjoying the adventure :3 i'd never go back to the site..i..

...nicole doesn't know i don't think..but three days before christmas '11, i tried to kill myself. i slit my wrist with two massively deep cuts. had my phone not been ringing constantly i would have finished myself off with the other wrist..but my friend josh wouldn't stop phoning me..so i picked up. that site was the catalyst. i was a laughing stock, the man i loved didn't want me, my ex gf was telling lies about me, i had no friends IRL..my dad couldn't be bothered with me and my mum couldn't at that point, either..i had nothing. i was ready to go..but i'm stil here. it took a long time to recover, as i'd lost so much blood. and my mental health got just so bad. i dunno why im telling you this..i guess i feel i can trust you c:
i will never, EVER go back there...everyone wants to be top rated but trust me, its no fun AT ALL. i only got there cos of my huge boobs. hot emo guys would message me for those alone. nobody wanted to get to know me, oh no. propositions for sex, webcam sex..you name it, i had it. it made such an indent in my self esteem..i believed nobody wanted me for me, they only wanted me cos i had a pretty face and massive tits. all this led to that incident..so being at the top..it's horrible. people you know become bitter and snotty..none of the top rated are ncie people...you'll see on their profiles things like "don't message me if you're ugly :/ " or "if you're fat I won't reply to you" and s**t like that.. I loved that place, ive been a member since '05,..but no more. it destroyed me. VF is a place for strong minds and hearts. not a place for someone as fragile as me.

so..just..please be careful..okay? *gives you a gentle smile with grey eyes soft* don't try to mingle with the top rated..just be true to yourself, just..be YOU. and don't change for anyone but yourself..okay..? *takes one of your hands* i probably seem totally weird to you..but i just don't want anyone else to fall prey to that ...trashcan of society. you seem like such a lovely girl..don't lose that ♥

sorry that was so long.... not entirely sure where it all came from XD

x Rose Quartz x Report | 09/08/2012 12:24 pm

awwww hello darlin' biggrin I don't have it no. I'm happy with gaia blaugh besides i'd be worried i'd spend all my money on IMVU XD i just kjnow i would. i'm terrible for it haha. i like gaia because there aren't a lot of cash items i want, so every now and then ill buy cash and sell stuff on the market c:

but otherwise things have been alright ^-^ my drop in center that runs groups and classes for those with mental or physical disabilities held a certificate presentation last night, it was so lovely and i got four certs blaugh I'm starting all my new groups soon, I can't wait! (yeah..I'm mentally sickly :c it's not as "cool" and "badass" as people think)
went to the cuontry show today too, it's where all the steam engines go and haul logs or haybails, heavy horses plough the fields and there are victorian automatic organs and steam powered rides..it's so wonderful i love going! so im all sunstroked and my head is pounding hhaaha. then had a little barbeque round my dads and cuddled my fave chihuahua there. <3 i'm in a great mood but in a lot of pain xD so worth it.
so let;s hear about what youve been up tto dea r^-^