Depth...i love life though ^^
It's very sad to me in a way...i spent most of my years quiet not speaking and for a while it worked so well i mean what trouble would you get in from being silent?....well its not about that anymore...now all you have to do is breath...just breath the simple minded air around you and that alone is your curse. So what do we do? we cant stop living because of society now can we? no we cant...so use the power god gave you and adapt...evne if you become somone that keeps to oneself so be it. Dont worry for those who know me im still me but...i dont think ill ever open up again...people allways say "open up to me" and "trust me..." why is it they fail us yet still? after all that...and you know in this world even if you didnt do anything...even if it has nothing to do with you...you still get burned...you still drown...which is why...i no longer look at fire as if its so beautiful or gaze out into the sunset over a lake...because eventually...youl get burned...but hey as some may say "s**t happends eh?" Yea...i guess it does...what do i do? i only want to bring people together...not be the reason they are apart...ive helped many for years and years...i had so many different people who appreciated me...and the ones i love oh so much...have been the ones doubting me...forgetting who i really am inside...warm hearted...gentle...patiant Euerie-san...nothing different...so why am i getting burned?...this sadness i have for my people and my friends i still share that same pain as i allways have or have they forgotten this? Useing Esp isnt allways fair...i like when humans come up to me and just tell me...does that mean in reality they dont trust me?...but why not i am completely trust worthy i never kiss and tell...so why is it i thats being left behind in a Era of these demons...maybe i am the one spilling all this blood...so do i diserve to die?...i may be strong but...with friends i am stronger...and i am finally calling...calling for help....because im falling....at this speed...who knows what will happen when i hit the ground...
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little brother. so you shouldn't be down and so depressed. I still have your back
and I still haven't turned on you for anything. I am myself, and I wont change
because I wont let the past dewell within my soul.
If you really think That I have changed, I am sorry, but wwhat happened to me is gone and done with.I forgave them, and
forgot about all of them, like I have never even known them at alll...
you don't have to hold on to that past for my misfortunes!
Anyways bro, I have new tchniques for you, and I want you to be my childs
unkle!
what is teh matter!
Oh My gf is preg with my baby!
this is Chad btw ^ ^ I am soo freaking happy about it too! I want to give it everything, and be there
so I am...and I already let go, so you can to...I mean about the past. I wont let anyone push me around like that again...
except for my gf >.> anyways
Autumn and I decided to name our child...if its a girl Tora Lynn Pryor.
if its a boy: Raymont Pryor
YAAAAYYY TOREAN YA OL' b*****d!lol..jk