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Yo. for precautionary reasons you can call me B. I find it rather humorous that my real name's inital is the same as my favorite character....ah, whatever. Anyways, I'm a pretty laid back person. I'm real outdoorsy too, of course living in the South would have no affect whatsoever. I'm extremely sarcastic in case you haven't noticed. I'm likely to be sent to a mental institution for the criminally insane one day, so yeah. I'm a pretty morbid person;with a morbid sense of humor. I do indeed like death and blood and the color black. But that doesn't make me a goth, freak, emo whatever...I like ninjas, shape shifters, vampires, and obviously serial killers (haha, gawd I'm F*ed up...but to those who know Beyond Birthday then you know why I say this.) I also believe in the paranormal and am a paranormal investigator. To put it bluntly, I'm an odd ball and I'm fine with that! I tend to lean more towards the Anne Rice Vampires xp Hmm lesse here, I hate clowns and spiders and snakes. I love wolves and horses. I like to study mythology as well. I'm an observer;I'd rather sit and observe someone or a group of people rather than be the center of attention. I'm a leader, not a follower. I'm a fighter, not a lover.There are many things I like...writing fanfictions and RPing for Naruto, Death Note, Harry Potter, Zelda, Bleach and Lord of the Rings.
The main squeeze is: <3Beyond Birthday<3 he comes first and foremost above all others. Trust me when I say I will not act like a rabid fangirl screaming,"He belongs to me!! Beyond ish mine!" Because I wont. No one owns Beyond Birthday. He owns You.
Let me explain something to those Beyond fangirls who like to twist and mutilate his character;his very being and existence. Beyond Birthday is a seriously misunderstood character in the series and his image amongst his fanbase is this psychotic, morbid, canniblistic, sadomasochist whackjob. STOP!! Beyond Birthday was created as a Back up plan, first and foremost I don't believe he loathed L or his being as much as what every makes him out to. Beyond showed a literal sense of undying devotion for L. L was an addiction for Beyond, he lost all his self respect and self worth trying to become like the man he idolized. It would kill BB if he couldn't try to be like him or surpass him. Which leads to the murders. People seem to forget that everything Beyond did during this time was all an act...his appearance, everything...it all is meant to hide the fact that he had lost everything in his life, every ounce of self worth he had because, as I previously stated, he was trying too hard to be like the man he idolized.
In my personal opinion, Beyond found murder to be a boring aspect. I mean, he could tell when someone was going to do die, right? I'd go so far as to say that this was an actual bore to him. The last thing Beyond had left was a challenge to L. He forgot the meaning of the value of another human's life and his own, and used that to challenge L. Now, put your self in L's shoes...or lackthereof. If you had someone so devoted to you, someone who infact looked up to you, throw away their life and other people's lives at the expense to worship the ground you walked on, would you not feel remorse? I think L, because he cared for and knew Beyond to an extent (former Wammy kid), he played the last game to save Beyond Birthday. While the whole sadomasochist is a huge turn on for some women, and this assertive dominant male persona is as well, it's just not who Beyond Birthday is. And whats sad is that people will never truly understand Beyond Birthday like me and select few others see him as; a misunderstood, confused young man who only wanted L to see him as something other than his back-up plan. And it's for these reasons that I love his character that much more.
Music: Paramore, Breaking Benjamin, Within Temptation, System of a Down, Disturbed, Metallica, Evanescence, Three Days Grace, 3 Doors Down, AC/DC, Godsmack, 30 Seconds to Mars, Avril Lavigne, Panic! At the Disco, Fall Out Boy, Boys Like Girls, Seether, Blind Guardian, Nightwish, Jack of Jill, Creature Feature...
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