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Last Login: 06/16/2009 12:54 pm
Total Posts: 1344
Posts Per Day: 0.18
Member Since: 11/20/2004

Location: In his mansion
Gender: Male
Website: Personal Website

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Hobbies/Interests: Chocolate puffs with milk shortcake Likes to sleep writes

Wish List

About

I'm a hedonistic man.
Name: Alexander Vincent Renaldo Polmanteer
Height: 6'0"
Weight: 112
Birthday: December 17 1988
Eyes: Jade green
Shoe size: 16
Skin: pale
Hair: longish black always a mess
style: anything a bands hands out for freen and all kinds of pants, chuck taylor shoes

Ambitions: To fall in love

Turn Ons: Nibbling my ears, make-up, cute noses.

Turn Offs: idiots who let thier mouths over run thier butts

Every guy needs: someone to love and hold.

Favortie Food: Ice Cream, Chicken anything, Chocolate anything.

Favorite Quote:how can you be gay and not me?!? -My sister

5 fav movies: The nightmare before chistmas, Rocky horror picture show, The Craft, Edward Sissorhands, Chastle in the sky.

Best TV Shows: Fooly Cooly, Heros, Ghost Whisper, Medium, Ghost Hunters

3 must have items: Sketch Book, Pencils, pocky

Favorite sports: none

Dream car: anything really as long as it's old .

Favorite color: neon Green

Favorite position: I don't care really.

Strangest sex place: i don't talk about those things.

My plus sides: i'm pretty smart, kinda funny, i'm very caring when your my loved one.

My minus sides: i don't know ask others this question.

Relationship status: Taken by a very wonderful girl. ::huggles His Julie.:: We are getting married! Thats if she wants me

I have four body peircings including the ears gauged, tounge ring and one more down below the neck. I have 6 tattoos, and I'm Bi. I like to be honest. The tattoos are one here on my wrist of stars, my name over my shoulder blades. A heart behinde my right ear, My last name across my pelvic bone that can only be seen when i'm in my underware. A penguin on my left upper arm, and a heart-a-gram ring on my right ring finger.

This is me...yeah I know...

My twin sister

My son he's 9 months old.

My dog.

Presents I have gotten.

DECEMBER=THUG
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
Loyal and generous.Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.

Journal

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Diary of a little confused boy.

I just don't know what to do.

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: Report | 12/18/2008 9:04 pm

DN Mail

"I know this may be weird to even write anything on your page since you're gone now... But maybe you can view your page in spirit?"

xD

"That would be amazing.

Haa.. Where to start...

I've been living my life for you. It was hard when you were gone.. Almost a whole year i would cry and be depressed. But i know you wouldn't want me to be that way. You would want me happy.. To live life for you. So i am. I'm trying so hard.. It has gotten better. It was the best when you were around though. It's really tough to not have you here with me.

I was looking back on the conversations we had. From this account, and my old one where we met. And i must say that i wish i could have done more for you. I was young then.. And at the wedding, when it took a while for me to write what i wanted to say to you--i was just so shocked and happy to be with you. To get married, even if it was online. Not only that, but... I had never been married. I didn't know what to do.

I look back.. And there's things i should have said. Things i should have done to show how much i cared for you. Things i could have improved.

So much has happened.. Good and bad.

I listen to "Lovesong" by The Cure. And it always reminds me of you..

I.. really want to see you." Sniffles and rubs at my eyes to fight back the tears. "I really want to know where your grave is.... I want to go there when it snows... And then i want to build that snowman for you.. Like we wanted to together.

You were my everything. You made all my problems go away. You made me smile when i was down. And you're the only person i have truely loved. And you still are. No one can take your place.

They say that there is somebody in the world out there for everyone. And you are that person. That's why i vow to never marry anyone. And i thank you so much for being in my life...

Sometimes i find it so hard that i wish i never lived. But really, i'm glad i did. Because if i didn't, i would never have met you.

I know this may sound greedy.. But i hope you're not in heaven. I want you besides me forever.. I never want you to leave me or let me go.

We will meet.. Alex.. I promise you that. But for now, i will live my life for you. Please wait for me.."

R.I.P Alexander Polmanteer
: Report | 11/17/2007 2:58 pm

A broken paintbrush

Hi~~
: Report | 10/26/2007 10:25 am

DN Mail

Oh my god.. i miss you so much..

I hope everyday that it wasnt true and that i'd see you online someday..

Dammit.. ;_:

I love you..
: Report | 05/06/2007 11:20 am

A broken paintbrush

u have a SON?
: Report | 04/13/2007 11:53 am

AllyxTheFox

I love you!!!!
: Report | 03/08/2007 10:29 am

DN Mail

So that's why he wasn't on that often?
He told me he had to go and couldn't tell me why..
Thank you for letting me know though, and yes i will pray he'll feel better.
He still remembers the promise..
::Smiles a little.::
..Well.. i have faith that he'll make it out alive.
I hope all goes well with this.
Please tell him i love him and hopes that he'll feel better.
<3
: Report | 03/07/2007 7:54 pm

Blonde-D

I know what you did last....
: Report | 03/07/2007 2:28 pm

waterdemon93

Tell him that marc's hope goes to him all of it i don't need it
: Report | 03/03/2007 7:00 pm

waterdemon93

sorry thought you would like this
: Report | 02/26/2007 3:17 pm

DN Mail

Aweh, ;-; Ish joo really going to hurt him..?
-Gives you the puppy dog eyes and slomps a little.-