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my dog jus recently got hit by a car and died...it affected me...but not in a way i would expect. now im very paranoid 4 the sake of the people i care about. i feel i was not there 4 my dog when it happened(chibi was her name)now i cant normaly walk down the street w/ a friend. i feel the need 2 practicly baby them across the road!!! it drives me nuts! i cant relax!!!paraoia has taken me over and its painful! i feel that i should b there 4 everyone wether they need me or not. i feel the will 2 protect. i dont know how else 2 explain this. i dont understand anymore i have been tyring 2 believe there is a god but am i jus being foolish saying there is one? am i in denile that there is no one there 2 look over me? do i jus want 2 believe im safe?or is living jus a load of suicide.thats really all that happens....what am i 2 believe? people die everyday wether they r faithful or not! some people live jus to serve! jus 2 serve "god" r these peoples lives jus worthless? thats what death has me thinking...everyone is suicidal on the inside..jus because we are living.....Friends
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