I am a very complexed.....

~The repeating time, the repeating world, A battle with fate, A struggle with destiny. Try to battle your own destiny with your will and heart and someday you will twist fate to a new.~
The world is spinning around you and you have no clue whats going on, how about you take a step and look more carefully to the world beyond and maybe you will find a new porpose in life, happy, sad, or whatever it maybe, as long as you find something you will always find another happy ending.
Looking into a lake or any body of water would be like looking into the depths of your soul, seeing everything you have became. But can you find things you could have done in the past that might have made life more better? If so, then why not try now? Loving, hating, happiness, sadness you can see it all within you, they are all emotion...
If you think if life is bad for you now, just think of the people who suffer more than you.. poverty,abuse,drugs, if you have nothing then no one can hear you, no one will pay attention to you, You would be all alone. I feel sorry for the people who suffer but fate has twists and turns that may not be so great but keep turning it, you will find greater ending. If you are one of those people, never think you are alone, never think no one will help because one day one person will find you...someday... v.v
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Look in a mirror...can you see your self? What do you see?Some would say beauty or smarts or for some, they say they can't see anything...That is because they are blind. When you hear the word blind the word that you would think of is "Oh that person is blind they really can't see..." NO! What I mean is the people who can't see there selves are the people who can't see there soul within there selves. That is because they have been always been down sized by other people. Possibly by teasing. For the people who do tease how would you feel if someone called you wierd, ugly, stupid, or retarded? Well if you do then you yourself is truely retarded. Thank you to all the people who protects the ones who don;t see there selves.
I am just a saying many things...Possible too young to even know this stuff but I have experianced these types of things and it is never fun. But later on I stoped being sad and tought of all the other possibilities I would have in life...I began to see the true me.Even with those people who are indeed retards I still manage to have a smile on my face. This is for all the people saddened by the world and just want to end thier lives. Please don't end your lives, they are full of wonders and possibilities beyond your wildest dreams. Life is too short to end abruptly.

~Amaterasu Takahashi