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Report | 02/24/2013 9:55 pm

Alfie! Th-thats it... Umm come on dear. I'm right here. Alfie come on breath... hmmm... I shouldn't.... But maybe... Just to make sure. *I try to hide it but a faint blue light can still be seen. Just a little basic healing. Very basic though.* Was it enough? Alfie? Oh was it even a good idea to do that?.....

Report | 02/24/2013 9:35 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

A good sleep? not really. More like one long nightmare... I also finished off the fit in my sleep. That didn't help the nightmare either... Slowly I open my eyes and sort of forget what was going on. Until I look beside me. Then it all hits like a tonne of bricks and I'm beyond pissed off. I have no idea how long I've been asleep and that makes me even more mad. I also remember that my one hand isn't bound all that well. Anger helps to. I break free of that bound and summon up another knife to help with the rest of the bounds. I get up and the stretcher I was laying on gets booted to the other side of the room. That should be warning enough for people to stay the hell away from me. I touch your face and hold your hand.* Alfred. Hun are you okay? I'm so sorry I can't believe these people.... Hunny please wake up... You need to wake up now. Come on dear. I'm here. I'm right here. I love you Alfred please. *I give you a soft kiss on the lips. If I could I would be crying again. But I've cried myself out. I blink and look at you. hoping... Petting your head, I'm not even sure what to do anymore.

Report | 02/24/2013 8:49 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

Wait what 6 hours! No you can't do that! Let me up! God damn you!... Alfie... I... You bastards you didn't... *My thrashing and yelling just make the effects faster as I get extremely drowsy. Falling asleep? Now? Making me sleep now if just beyond cruel.* I hate people like you. None of you ever think about your patents! You just care about yourselves! Alfred! Alfie! Please wake up! Let me know your...okay.... *Yawn.* Tired.....

Report | 02/24/2013 8:35 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

Pain is fine don't worry about it... Alfred... I really hope you can hear me... *I close my eyes and I see my little girl I know she is worried right now. So am I. I don't want to think about it but if Alfie dose die what the hell do I tell her? Or rather how do I tell her? I don't even react to the injections. I really don't feel them. My body is numb. I open my eyes expecting to see a needle in me. But it seemed that they were already done...* Can you let me up now? Please... *I look over and realize I've been squeezing your hand quite tightly. Did I feel it? Or was I just doing that out of habit?

Report | 02/24/2013 8:07 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

I guess... that's fine. I still don't like it though... Alfred... I'm still here... I love you hun... D-don't leave me kay... *I Still don't want to move. I don't feel right. I would rather just wait but causing more trouble is probably a bad idea.* H-help... I can't really move... My legs won't work....

Report | 02/24/2013 7:17 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

N-no leave me alone... Alfred please wake up... please. *A brave nurse tries to convince me to move but I smack her hand away.* Don't touch me! I'll take your damn needle thing just give me a minute!* I'm not leaving you. Alfred please wake up this isn't fair... You're not supposed to be the one that goes like this. Alfie... I know you can wake up. This can't kill you... It can't! *nurse tries again. And I say this to her as nicely as a can with tears blurring my vision.* Please I'll be fine... Just let me stay here and see if he's gonna live or not.... If he dies on me and I'm over there in that... If you have to... Stick me right here. But please don't make me move....

Report | 02/24/2013 5:01 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

*I get to you and use one of the Doctors to get atleast up on my knees. He dosn't fight me much since my last outburst must have made them all tarafied of me. They sort of just work around me.* Alfred... Hey Alfie... I'm here dear. *I'm still crying and I want to get closer to you. But that at the moment is compleatly imposibel.* Come on dear your going to be okay. You can't go anywhere... You can't leave. Your daughter needs you... I need you. *My body starts to shake a little again. But I think it's just because I'm scared. I look around at the people around me.* Do something! *I yell at them. Like I'm mad at them. But they are doing what they can... Everything they can. I have no right to yell at them.* Do something! Please! Alfred, can you hear me?

Report | 02/24/2013 4:06 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

Alfred?... *The knife drops from my hand* Alfie! *I want to run to you but my legs won't move. I try again and still no movement.* Damn it! *Panic sets in I just sit down it the middle of the room and sob begging for my legs to work. I assume I shot something in my brain or something pulling myself out of my fit like that. Which when everything calms down... If it calms down will come back to haunt me.* Alfie... Alfie...Alfie. *Your name comes out of my mouth over and over again. I sound like a broken record as I cry. I start to finally move but I'm crawling on the floor. Moving slowly but at least I'm moving.

Report | 02/24/2013 3:28 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

My shaking got worse extremely violent I also start to call out but anything I say is complete gibberish. Until the jacket comes out. The shaking stops eyes swirl and I slowly pick myself up off the floor. There are people around me and I push them away from me. * Don't you dare go anywhere near him with that thing or I will cut it and you to pieces! *I have a nasty death glare as I move towards the man with the jacket, knife in hand.

Report | 02/24/2013 3:05 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

*Watching this was getting to be unbearable. I have to look away from it as I hold myself trying to keep my head strait. The room was starting to go blurry. Though the mention of a straight jacket sets me off holding my head I try to fight it but there is no why I'm going to stop it now. The blurriness gets worse as I hit the floor. My body starts to vibrate violently and all I can think is, Oh great....*

Report | 02/23/2013 10:48 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

His hand? Umm.... Oh he can be violent... yes. *I actually feel sick right now and I'm not sure how much longer I'm going to be able to stay on my feet. I do not want to have a fit in a hospital. The doctors might think I'm having a seizure or something... And trying to explain what it actually is would be very difficult...*

Report | 02/23/2013 10:02 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

*I get back into the room and walk up to you.* Alfred? Are you okay? Hun I don't know if sleeping is a good idea... *I sit near you hoping the doctor comes back soon* Umm our daughter is staying at your brother's house *I try to talk to you to keep you awake.*

Report | 02/23/2013 9:33 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

*I call Mathew again.* Umm where are you? Your house okay good. Umm I'm not sure yet but Venellopie may have to stay at your house tonight.... Well your brother isn't doing to well. I can't really explain it all right now. I'll just try to keep you updated okay. Tell her the truth... She is old enough and I don't believe in lying to my child. For any reason. *I hang up the phone and head back for the room your in.*

Report | 02/23/2013 9:07 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

Cold... Yes. He was having a lot of trouble walking as for talking it wasn't too bad. *My body was beginning to shake more now.* Oh damn no no... nope I'm okay. Everything is okay calm down. *Talking to myself seemed to be helping to calm myself down.* may I use my phone?

Report | 02/23/2013 8:46 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

What? Umm I'm not exactly sure. That depends on how soon he found that place after he ran off. *I was half talking to myself as I'm fiddling with my cell phone.* It could have been a couple of hours... I don't know. *A few tears well up again but I do my best to stay calm.* What can be done about it? *I start to shake a little.* He will be okay... Right?

Report | 02/23/2013 7:41 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

*I fix your glasses for you as I sigh. I actually hate places like this. They make me nervous and just plain uncomfortable. The doctor finally comes for you and I help you up and over to the room that the doctor leads us to. Once your seated again I move out of the way and wait. I'm getting very worried now for this is very very unusual for you.*

Report | 02/23/2013 7:01 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

Alfred are you alright? *Your condition seems unusual to me but I'm not sure if moving faster is a good idea or not so I stay at the same pace. Reaching the hospital I take you in and a young lady actually holds the door open for me. I thank her and continue on I place you in a chair and go to the desk. I have to come and grab your wallet and take it back to the desk. After that I sit down in a chair beside you and wait. I take a better look at you and you look quite pale.* Alfred how are you feeling?

Report | 02/22/2013 9:56 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

Oh Alfred... You look like hell... *Being as it was getting late and I had ran all over town looking for you I was a little blunt. I pull a flashlight out of my pocket and turn it on half blinding out even more. I take a look at your hand and give you a slight glare.* Well I can't care for this here and the hospital is closer than our house... *I sigh and put the light away and then I take your other hand.* We will finish talking about this at home. I would have rather you went there to think... *As we walk I can tell your having trouble and I let you lean on me. It's a bit difficult but I'll manage.

Report | 02/22/2013 9:16 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

*As time passes I get more and more worried. Moving quicker now I'm just looking for a sign something to follow. and then blood. Your blood. I can smell it and it's not too far away. One might say I look like a dog as a sniff the air. I catch the direction and I bolt that way not stopping for anything till I finally reach the place you are hiding. I stand outside the door a little nervous, staring at the blood on the door. I slowly open the door and peer inside. I see you and all fear leaves me. I want to run up to you hug you, cry, say I'm sorry. But instead I just walk in and close the door behind me. I don't say anything I just lean against the door. I'm not making the first move...*

Report | 02/22/2013 7:11 pm

Arthur Kirkland Jones

*The second you start running I call after you but then I'm just stunned. I stand there staring in the direction you went. The tears that were welling up are now flowing down my face.* I'm sorry dear.... * I sort of come to my senses as I start to walk in that direction and then I start to run because finally fully realize what just happened. By the time I get to the ally way you are no longer there and I ran through it to the street on the other side and franticly look down the street left then right. No sign of you. Now I'm not sure what to do. I decide to go to the right. I have no idea where you went nor if I'm going the right way. I don't care I'm not going home till I find you. Though I pull out my cell phone.* Mathew... I need you to pick up Venellopie for me today... I know I know. I'm sorry. I can't do it... And your brother won't be either. You can take her back to your place or stay at ours it doesn't matter.... Thank you so much. *I just go up and down the streets of town hoping I might find you somewhere soon.*

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