About Me ~ Spontaneously spoken blurtings (that have reason) ensue

Because I want this more than the Black Neko Coslay ears!!(& it's way cheaper..by comparison) ~Make my day, puh-leeeaase '{>.w.<}' (I like donations of random crap.. even if it's a cheap gift.. weird, yeah, but I always gift a little something back...)






My spiritual beliefs determine that I am a Christian(tho I don't throw it in ppls face) of a purposefully undefined denomination, I am most definitively born FEMALE, I will be 19 on April 20th, I live with my parents/family because Florida has one of the worst unemployment statistics so no freakin' one is frickin' hiring--let alone hire a girl without employment experience,
and I'm going to Hillsborough Community College(1st year) because I have no money for an (especially)out of state University, I am not a prideful person(in the bad way, at all), I believe in at least reasonably good grammar(minimal 1337-speak unless purposeful),
I always respect the respectable and those who return the favor, I find cursing/cussing beneath me and that it ruins one's ability to verbal express oneself(Random fact: I have never cussed...Ever. o.o And I intend on keeping it that way), I've never been to a 'dance or prom or had a boyfriend before because I went to a small little private school at my church so I really had no options to pick from(on the matter of boys, I mean), I have really mad myopia but my eyes HATE contacts(don't ask crying ) so I can rarely use them, and I don't actually have a favorite color. ~.~' So yeah...

I love anime/manga, I find other cultures and their differences intruiging(tho I FAIL at languages), I have always lived with at least one pet in the apartment/house(I'm an utter magnet for animals{^.=.^}..& occasionally small children xp), and I'm a girl gamer.
I own every Nintendo system(Wii's Okami FTW!!), the PS2 that my family uses for playing DVDs(-,-)', and am addicted to Mass Effect on my bro's Xbox360(I'm gonna play ME2 & Dragon Age cuz Bioware's story RPGs rock epicly~(I'm a writer--I know storylines) 'Nuff said.

Despite me seeming like some spazzy nutcase(who has a strange penchant for hug/glomping ppl & laughing at something only reasonable funny), I'm actually pretty levelheaded rather easygoing and very, very much a realist, with a 'interestingly' complex personality, and an abstract sense of humor to boot.(it's the ADD, I swear! xD)
Understandably, I have never fit into a social group, so people didn't even try to take a second look at me, but--whatever--I've always been able to band together my fellow outcasts into being (argueably) 'social' with each other though I'm too passive and kindhearted a person to really be a leader..but I've been told that it's somewhere in there. lol (I'm still unsure if I should believe them.. xD )



I am not afraid of the unknown, as many people so thoughtlessly/innately fear, and because I have an undyingly insatiable curiosity for mysterious things, and think of them as a toy I guess--a puzzle or rubix cube that simply defies meaning because I don't yet understand its ways.
I roam and love to revel in the experience. (But it's more fun with a little company by my side... ;] So I have a noticeable tendency to tag along with others)

As a type who has always had to listen to others(I'm too nice...), I've seen the many walks of life, and the many ways of thinking, and usually understand a lot more than I let on. ..Not to say that I hide things- 0.0' naw, I'm a terrible liar so I just don't even try...Seriously.
And I do care a lot for the people that I'm close to.. If anyone tries to hurt my friends I get mad, and I'm a ferocious tempest when I need be. I kid you not. (They'll be in for a big surprise packed in this toothpick-ish frame I have...*my sharp teeth glint* And I am completely unpredictable too~)

Oh yeah, if you could consider it a 'power', per se, I have a startling sense of empathy, and consider myself an empath..in a non-superhero way. =p
My strength and will comes from my unbreakable sense of self, and is perpetually engaged with my emotions--the mind, which is where my powers lie. "The Realm of the Mind is My Own." is a little quote of mine -w-
I may not be a genius, or be able to beat anyone at chess(I could never remember which piece does what!), but even though I pick my fights carefully(I've realized that I may be a pacifist..*ponders & introspects for a while*), I dang will take a stand for those who need a helping hand, even at a cost to myself.
That, I believe, is what a strong person should do. I only wish that others would see my strength and come to believe in themselves the same way....

Oh, and I'm celibate and am not looking for a man at this time in my life... I'm sorry, but I'm just not ready for it yet. *shuffles feet* Hypothetically though, if I did date, it would only be a guy about my age and someone I'd known for a good while.








Go to my Photobucket to see more of my MetroCon09 pics NAO!!





(Major props & 'Thank You's abound to Kitsune_rei, 'cause she sold/made me that squee-able silver ribbon with the shiny cat-bell! heart x3 *rubs ribbon-bell to cheek*)

AngelofLight1 called me up when I got back to tell me that MetroCon was in town!
We met up with some of her friends and ~It was truly something of uberness!
'Cause, before I knew her, I had no one around that I could go with... sweatdrop My family is oblivious to the very word of 'anime' let alone cons... Woe is me.


For a couple years now, I've been trying to draw people.. my ugly stickmen are still plotting against me though...*inside joke* emo
I kinda wanted to show everyone how I see myself--what's behind this ever-changing semi-chibi-ish avatar.. and so I can be able to exchange fanart with my friends.. you guys, of course.
AND I CAN'T GET THIS INFERNAL SCANNER/printer TO WORK ON MY COMPUUTTEEERR! crying *All my years as my school's tech support for anything that has a power plug hasn't helped, so it irritates meee loootss...
neutral *shuffling feet, twiddling thumbs awkwardly*








A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle.

The girl says "Slow down, please. I'm scared."

The guy replies "No, come on. This is fun."

The girl argues "No, it's not. Please. It's so scary."

The guy says "Then tell me you love me."

The girl replies "I love you. Please, slow down.

The guy continues "Now, give me a big hug."

The girl gives him a hug.

The guy then asks "Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bothering me."

The girl removes the guys helmet, and fastens it onto herself.

The next day in the newspaper, it was reported that a motorcycle crashed into a building due to brake failure. Two people were in the crash, but only one survived.

The truth was, that halfway down the road the guy realized the breaks weren't working, but he didn't want the girl to know. So, instead, he had her tell him she loved him one last time. Then he had her put on his helmet so she would live, even if it meant that he would die.

If you would do the same for the person you love, copy this in your profile.