Basically, there's this boy that I'm crazy about. His name's Ryan and he's my happiness. He's the constant in my life that gives me hope that the world isn't full of ******** heads and assholes. He's the sweetest person I've ever met, and he's ******** gorgeous to boot. I'm the luckiest guy in the world and I know it. I'm a ******** boyfriend, and he loves me anyways. I dedicate all the sappy love songs I know to him because he makes me feel like I'm worth something, and that's better than all the other feelings in the world. He doesn't know it yet, but he's my everything. I love you baby.