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Hiroko Okami
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Suicide...
Let me bleed away my pain,
Melt away from all my fears.
These wounds get deeper as I go,
I've chocked back all my tears.
The hurt inside my darkest dreams,
Shows through my stone cold eyes.
To open them would tear my soul,
For half the night I waste in sighs.
Suicide is my only friend,
To help me through my tasks.
Suicide is the only friend,
To let me forget my past.
I do not ask for many things,
So of you I ask this;
Will suicide be my only friend?
Or will you save me from this misery?

No one can save me anymore..this is my only option..Im sorry.
If Im not on for 3days..Im gone...
Dont come after me..nothing will save me...




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Sexy Report Card <3
F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME!

D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED

C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay?

C = You're okay looking, but u need work...

C+ = You're just average

B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess

B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person.

B+ = Pretty damn attractive.

A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. I would love to have you in my room with no one home .

A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXEY!!

A+ = Gorgeous ... I wanna ******** u

Comment with your answer, lie if you want me to feel better T.T



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In memory <3 Not writen by me
In Memory of Steve Irwin 1962-2006
Rest in Peace, Steve "The Crocodile Hunter" Irwin 1962-2006

Yesterday (September 4th, 2006) an unimaginable tragedy occured that ended the life of one of my personal heroes, Steve (The Crocodile Hunter) Irwin. He was snorkeling off the coast of Australia and filming a relatively harmless array of sea creatures for his daughter Bindi's new TV show when a Sting Ray lashed out it's tail in self defense at him, piercing him directly in the heart and killing him.

The likelihood of a Sting Ray related death is so small that this may be the 2nd or 3rd recorded incident in (Australian) history. Had he been struck in any other area of his body, he probably would have lived.

Steve Irwin began capturing and relocating crocodiles from the age of 9. He grew up caring for wild animals and it remained his number 1 passion for the entirety of his life. While known mainly for his interaction with crocodiles, Steve worked to preserve and educate about all living creatures. His uniquely exuberant personality, his bravery in the face of danger and his passionate love for all animals mark him as one of the greatest wildlife conservationists in history.

Steve is survived by his beloved American-born wife Terri, and his two young children, Bindi and Bob, who he has been raising in the presence of wildlife and educating on their importance in the world.

He will be greatly missed by all who recognize the impact he has had in the world. We love you, Steve Irwin!




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Hiroko Okami
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Favorite Songs (in different colors) Yes they are long songs
"Ohio Is For Lovers"

Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?

[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
[x2]

[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone
So I can fall asleep tonight

[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.


"Life On Standby"

The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass
Time to let go of all we know
and break our hearts in stride.

I need you now more like yesterday
The last day I could see you smile.
For the last time turn out the lights
My life on standby.

So standby and watch
This fall away and fall apart.

Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
(NOW... SHE'S...GONE)

Don't worry he Said,
and she's not coming home.
(SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME)

It's over and she's gone.

The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass.
I fall to pieces, I can't let go
Of all the times I never said goodbye.

Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
(NOW... SHE'S...GONE)

Don't worry he said,
and she's not coming home.
(SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME)

It's over and she's gone.

Wake up

WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
(WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over...
(WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die
(WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over...
(WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die

Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's ok to die



"Dissolve And Decay"

She wore crushed velvet, jet black and to the floor.
She rode on angels' wings that used to shine oh so bright.
Now the dark has caught the spark
in her eyes and I, I can't find the air.

I'll wait for you, I cross my heart.
Dissolve and decay, there's nothing left for me. (Right now)

Walk slowly towards the light.
She's calling and I'm falling down.
She's crying and I am lying about last night.
She can't find a way to tell me and I can't find the air.

I'll wait for you, I cross my heart.
Dissolve and decay, there's nothing left for me. (Right now)
This fire's dying down, there's nothing left to see. (Right now)

Right now!

Dissolve and decay there's nothing left for me
Sit back and let her die slowly don't cry, she didn't love you anyway.
Dissolve and decay there's nothing left for me.
Just try to make it out alive, yeah, alive means your blood is flowing.

(Right now) Dissolve and decay, there's nothing left for me.
(Right now) This fire's dying down, there's nothing left to see.



"Niki FM"

Let's go down now
into the darkness
of your thoughts
hurry up now
we're waiting for
us to fall
I fall to pieces now (I fall to pieces now)
a broken mirror (I fall to pieces)
in your life

The silence in black and white
falling forward as she walks toward the light

I KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio

I sleep with one eye open so I can
see you breathing (I sleep with one eye open)
I follow your chest home
Until I, (so I can see you breathing)
I can see you, I can hear you breathe in exhale

The silence in black and white

I KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio
I KNOW
I'm outside of your window with my radio

KNOW KNOW

I'm outside of your window
with my radio (so I can see you breathing)
I'm outside of your window
with my radio (so I can see you breathing)
I'm outside of your window (one eye open)
with my radio (so I can see you breathing)

I'm outside of your window with my radio
you are the only station
you play the song I know
you are the song I know



"Blue Burns Orange"

Bleed these colors open wide
Burning blues from butterflies
(Tonight we, Tonight we fly)
Flying faster through the night
Until the orange of morning light
(Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye)

I know it's hard to make this work
When you're all alone (Alone)

And I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl

Water fills these open eyes
(Tonight we fly)
Still frames and valentines
Won't keep me in her mind
(Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye)

I know it's hard to make this work
When you're all alone (Alone)

And I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl
[x2]

You are the ghost of everything
that I'm not and I want to be
[x2]

Dear black goodbye (Goodbye)
Don't forget to write
Your name inside (Goodbye)
Of my life

And I know it's hard to make this work
When you're all alone

I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
And I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl



"The Transition"

So here we are
Back to the start again
Trying hard to wait till morning
Hey rise and shine
And open up your eyes
To give this world some color
Shine on diamond eyes
Separate the space
Between love and lies

And as days go by, the memories remain
I'll wait for you
And as days go by, the memories remain
I won't let go

These days remain the same
Pictures fade away

Please don't ever change
Please don't change your mind
No matter what they say
I'll always wait

And as days go by, the memories remain
I'll wait for you
And as days go by, the memories remain
I won't let go

These days remain the same
Pictures fade away

I hope you never fade
As you drip through my veins
Shine on (shine on!), shine on diamond eyes
Shine on (shine on!), shine on diamond eyes
Shine on (shine on!), shine on diamond eyes

And as days go by, the memories remain
I'll wait for you

As days go by I swear I'll try
(I'll wait for you) until I die, anything for you



"Silver Bullet"

Tonight, we fly away so high.
Our first full moon sky.

I'll breathe you in,
I won't let you down,
I won't hold you back,
I won't make a sound.

I know what scares you the most.

Being Alone,
Just like them,
Being Alive,
Feeling so... DEAD.

At least you'll have my... HEART.
You know you shine so bright.

Got a single Silver Bullet
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive,
Without you.
Got a single Silver Bullet,
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive,
Without you.

Can you sleep at night,
If I hold you tight.
I won't let you go,
This feels so right.

Please don't leave this... TIME.

At least you'll have my... HEART.
You know you shine so bright.

Got a single Silver Bullet
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive,
Without you.
Got a single Silver Bullet,
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive,
Without you.

Tonight, we fly away so high,
Tonight, We fly away.
You know the moon is full and,
I can't live without you.

Tonight we'll fly away
(Got a single silver bullet, shot right through my heart)
Tonight we'll fly, tonight...

Got a single Silver Bullet
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive,
Without you.
Got a single Silver Bullet,
Shot right through my heart.
To prove I can survive.

Got a single Silver Bullet
(Tonight we'll fly away so high)
Shot right through my heart.
(Our first full moon sky)
To prove I can survive,
Without you.

Got a single Silver Bullet,
(Tonight we'll fly away so high)
Shot right through my heart.
(Our first full moon sky.)
To prove I can survive,
Without you.



"Screenwriting An Apology"

She called last night still waiting for a reply.
This static contact is pulling us apart.
Please hang on tight,
I'll see you through the night.

You have me still because I'm breathing,
Although it has slowed down.
Please don't cry because I'm leaving.
I hope I see you soon.

Exchange the sunshine for brown eyes and dark skies,
Replace this dull life with you.
I Know it's tomorrow,
She's waiting for something to feel alive.

You know me too well,
She's sorry and I can tell.
Scene missing, fade to black.
You're acting all this out again,

Just wake me when it's over,
When the curtains raise,
It's time to move on.
Exit now, credits rolling,
The girl who stole my heart.
The one that got away...

You know me too well,
She's sorry, I can tell.
Scene missing, fade to black.
You're acting all this out (again, again!)

You have me still because I'm breathing,
Although it has slowed down.
Please don't cry because I'm leaving.
I hope I see you soon.

You know me too well,
She's sorry and I can tell.
Scene missing, fade to black (fade to black!)
You're acting all this out again





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