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Dexter. The series from SHOW TIME.The one about the Serial Killer who only kills people who kill. I LOVE IT! But it also got my tired late night thoughts going. Like how I find Serial Killers fascinating. What's so fascinating about them to me? I say because I want to know why they do it, you know? What makes them cross that line?

But then my mind wandered to why I like Serial Killers so much. I thought about the fact that I like pain and at times like to inflict it upon others. Could I someday kill someone just for the fun of it and keep going trying not to get caught???....

But then you look at the facts about me. For one most serial killers start by inflicting pain/killing animals first during their childhood. I never did that. I like animals. Two when I have inflicted pain on someone else and it pleases me it's because I know they like it too. The other person is enjoying it just as much as I am, well maybe as much as I am, they at least say they liked it. So no. I guess I could never become a Serial Killer. I have a conscience, even if I was killing someone who killed others, it would end up being out of revenge. Blind passionate revenge driven by hatred for whom ever hurt/wronged me or someone I love.

Yeah that's when I'd kill someone........................