|
Ok im sorry Love that i've been gone. |
|
|
|
|
|
|
OkKKKK so its been like 20 years since i've been on gaia. But I guess im back now *shrug*. So I've been doing nothing latly. Actually Im getting a Tattoo today and hopefully Getting my tounge pierced.
HMMMMM nothing really has been going on. O YEA!! I might be getting a Job at Pac sun!!! I'd be sooooo happy >.< I miss my Patti-chan, I havent talk to her in awhile.. *sniff* So thats why im coming back to Gaia. So I can spend more time with her ^-^ O yea, The tattoo is gonna be the Japanese Symbol for Wind, and Evil. So really Im getting 2 tattoo's.
PATTI I MISS JOO *SNIFF* v.v Hope to talk to you soon..
~piro~
[ Kakashi-sama ] · Sat Mar 19, 2005 @ 04:08pm · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
~~To get people to think~~ |
|
|
|
|
|
|
You ever say something that gets people to think? Like a friend or something? Hai, I kinda have that affect when I write in this thing... I dont know, its not my fault. read the fine print..
I mostly talk to my friend every night before I go to sleep. She's really cool. To think i've never met her(and she thinks she can beat me up hahahaha xd ) well I need to start thinking about getting ready for college.. which kinda sucks a**. But then again gets me one step closer to Japan ^_^ and my sakura's!!! I dont really have anything to write to you guys. sorry no idea's, No thinking tonight. Im just tired and talking to my friend!^_^ Who know's I might put my fanfic up here on my journal type thing. IF I feel like it.Well Ja ne guys!
~Piro~
[ Kakashi-sama ] · Sat Jan 29, 2005 @ 04:34am · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
~Life, So Short~ Yet So fragile~ |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Life is like an incessant series of problems, all difficult, with brutal choices, and a time limit. The worst thing you can do is to make no choice, waiting for the ideal conclusion to present itself. One of the biggest problems anyone has ever had. Is there a meaning to it? Who knows really? Probobly no one. Or maybe everyone, and were just to caught up with everything around us to actually see it. As far as we know it could be right under our noses and were looking up. Life, one of the most delicate things we have on this planet. With one foul movement life could be taken away from us with out notice. Many people fear life itself, Not knowing what to do, or where to go. Does any of that really matter when in the end you'll always regret not doing something. Is that the meaning of life? To live your life to the fullist, To have fun and make it all worth wild with out any regrets? Our we just some big experiment put on this planet by another race? Who knows? Who cares? Even if this were true why should any of us sit around waiting for life to come to us? Shouldnt we be the ones jumping up and chasing it down?
Many questions haunt my mind of the wonders of life. Like why not? Why cant we fly? Why cant we be part animal? I mean I dont see how people can say this isnt possible when they think "The chaos Theory" is real Honestly why not?! There are so many mysterys left unsolved here on this planet and on so many more.
If people think Light speed, or making it to far off galaxy's are real then why cant a person have wings? Or why cant they have X-ray vision? I mean these things had to come from somewhere. you cant just tell me Plato was walking down the street and decided to make a myth up. "Hmm Let me make up a place called. Atlantica.. wait no how about Atlantis... Yes that sounds good. Of course people will want to know more as i make up a paradise." I just dont see how such a smart man like him would be able to do such a thing like that.
The Egyptian gods, The Greek gods, The Chinese gods. These things had to come from somewhere. Maybe life was created to figure these things out. To have one big adventure. I cant just believe I was set on this earth to learn stuff I will never have to use then grow old and die in a damn Bed. Thats not what life is supose to be like! There has to be more out there. Or what if there is and no one is telling us about it? What if we were experiments for aliens? What if?!
[ Kakashi-sama ] · Sun Jan 23, 2005 @ 08:27am · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Ok I really never tried to do one of these, so I though *psht* Wth why not? Well so far i started off Mixing in alot of Anime people you guys should notice into the story.. Some people like Vash the stampede, Inuyasha, there loves and so on and so on. The story reallllly hasnt gotten anywhere yet. But In dew time , in dew time.. Well today I really dont feel like ranting about anything because im sick. And it sucks a**. I might later, after i take a shower and watch some cartoons or something. I dont know.
[ Kakashi-sama ] · Sun Jan 23, 2005 @ 02:12am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
What is a dream. Hehe, I laugh when I ask myself this. Its weird to sit there and think of all your dreams. Half of them wouldnt be able to come true, Yet we still get enjoyment from thinking about them. You sit and stare off into nothingness, You dream of what you want, and what you lust. Your vision blurs as you tone out everything and everyone around you, A smile forms as the thoughts plauge your mind. Its a dream where you wish you could just stay there forever. Your own place... Some may say "I've reached my Dream. Im a Doctor and im rich! Couldnt be more happier!" You Ever wonder if its just all a lie... Like you know they want more then that but why dont they admit it? Are they scared sad ? Are they afraid that someone will laugh at them redface ? "You cant do that!! Hahaha" Its these many things that makes a persons dreams even more worth wild.
I know this is ran across my mind alot. My life, If I could have it my way would be one big dream. Is it possible? God no. Some are, while some arent. One Dream i've had for awhile is out there. One of those things that make you despise the world for what its worth. Its about me. Me.. A new me. One that could protect himself and anyone who he cared to protect. One of the lucky and the few. sword on one side bow on the other. The goverment has seesed to live as people rome the world like they once did thousands of years ago. No one obeys the rules, Its all about Survival of the fitest. Slaying all who try to come in contact with me. There is a Dream That apparently will not come true. On the real note one dream I want to work hard to accomplish is a nice one. *The wind picks up as he sits on the ground. Not wanting to talk he fiddles with the petal in his hand as a small smile runs across his face. Laying back he streaches his arms out as he stares into the beauty that they call nature. The Cherry blossom's petals sway back and forth back and forth ever so close to the ground. He watches as the row of trees drop there petals to the doom they call the ground. The wind picks up more as The petals began to dance in circles making small wind tunnels on the floor. They pass over him as he closes his eyes nodding off. The petals fall over his body as they land silently and gently on his face and chest. He lets out a sigh of disbelief as he lets out a small laugh. Someone could walk up to him and slay him where he layed and he would be fine with it. Everything that he has ever wanted has come true. He has reached his reason of living laying on a ground of petals as trees bloom flowers and the petals fall.*
Those are the kind of things you dont tell people. The things you keep stashed away under lock and key in the deepest part of your heart. You never really want to tell anyone these things for the fact you might think that they think something different of you. One of those things you share with people that you can truly trust.
[ Kakashi-sama ] · Thu Jan 20, 2005 @ 02:27am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
~~ I~ Hate~ This ~ World~ |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Yes it is true. I hold much resentment towards this world for many many reasons. But what can I do?? Exactly nothing. So many things that I just hate! The whole fact that everything revolves around money. I mean everything , even life itself. Nothing is the same as it use to be. When you looked for something, you could find myths and legends. Now if you look for something you'll find a advertisment for a phone company. *Grows iratated.* Only if you guys knew half the crap i wished I could do, or wanted.. But thats a whole different post.
The fact is everyone is afraid of something. Me, I have yet to discover my frail weakness. I know now that it is not Death.. Death is something that is inevitable either way. So I could careless of when that day dawns apon me. Total darkness has always been a sanctuary for me... Yet it always has been, how you say something evil? Being alone once was a dream.. Yet things have changed my points of view and my heart is not as cold as it once was.
You could have asked me once. "would you be evil? or would you be good?" of cource i would have been evil.. but things have changed.. Now my life consit of finding someone... someone wh- well its all a dream now isnt it?
The fact that the world has transformed from a place to pure beauty to a place of bleak stupidity makes me beyond any recognition of mad. To think this place was once a place where it was survival of the fitest and you lived your life the way you wanted to. There were no cops, There was no "universal" currency.. It only makes me long more for the unattainable.
Its sad.. It really is, Yet I have 20 years ahead of me to shape my life into what i want it to be. Don't I? Or will the inevitable act of death take its tool and release me from the damn we call earth? No one really knows... or do they? Do they just hide for the mear fact that Humans cant comprihend what they can do.. Its all a mystery, And o so sad..
[ Kakashi-sama ] · Fri Jan 07, 2005 @ 10:31pm · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Well guys its been a year since i wrote in my journal...So i though i'd give it a go. Yea well i've been sitting here for about *looks at clock.* 5 minutes and I have nothing to write lol. Well Happy holidays everyone and hope you have a good one? lol Later
~Piro~
[ Kakashi-sama ] · Sat Jan 01, 2005 @ 06:16am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Ok so yo ever wonder why people live the way they do. Like myself i live off of manga and anime and games. Thats why im going to college for game design! Well heres the truth about life.
[ Kakashi-sama ] · Sun Dec 19, 2004 @ 02:19am · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|