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when i was only 4 years old
my father shot himself
nobody knows y he did it
but i think its my fault
i was such a pain in the a**
i was 8 when it all happend
my mother turned lesbo
and her girlfriend shelley foster
would abuse me all the time
she would lift me off the ground
only useing my hair and thats not all
she would yell and scream at me
when i was doing my work
she would make me do it
over and over till it was perfect
and she would make me clean
all day with soap in my mouth
and if i didnt ask before i did sumtin
she would get pissed and hit me
my 2 sisters couldnt do anything
my eldest sis amanda moved out
as soon as she turned 18
just to be away from shelley
and my other big sis brittany
was only a year older than me
so she was afraid too
and my momwell she didnt no about any of this
until after she dumped shelly when i was 12