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deadcow
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Posted: Sun Jul 18, 2010 @ 09:57pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 @ 01:19pm
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deadcow
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deadcow
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 @ 11:19am
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 @ 02:38pm
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deadcow
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deadcow
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 @ 02:24pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 @ 01:24pm
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deadcow
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deadcow
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 @ 01:07pm
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Lipstick on Clove Cigarettes
No one could ever know the things i know upon my waiting lips
Hey man, i will drink to that
I have not been one for flying a kite of stringed dreams and broken ideas
Hey man, i have had more
Come one sunny day, i will see rain from these tears i hold dear
Ahmen, i will drink to that
Embrace me you foolish girl, for i dont need you, or so i was told
Hey man, i have been looking for the same thing
The hour glass is failing on my time and time again is not made of sand
Hey man, i think we are the same
How does it feel,love, to have a world at your finger tips, that is made up of a shattered man? a shattered and lost idea of the perfect life..to live a dream that children wish and hope, i live up to what so little can hope to have?
What is like to be so one sided that you cant see what once was, you only see and hear what is..a dying shell of a man you once knew.
Why did you take what i gave freely? was it a taunt or a cry, was it this wish a man can wish to think is true, that hole you see, its a man's curse, chewing his soul out, chewing his mind apart
a split and blooded stump is all we have, a mass of flesh is all i seem to be to you, and you my angel, have been split right in two. for in one eye i am the option on hope and wonder that you yearn for, but sadly i am not and this other eye that gazes threw the man and into the dream, and takes what is willed and offers nothing in return.
i ask for little, i get nothing, i ask for the world, i get tears that are not mine i asked for death once, and i was left alone i asked for help more then once, and i hurt those that didnt need this addition i asked for a answer, and two was given, and heard by me,
"what can i do" and "i dont know"
one sounds so inviting and warm that is seems almost alien...i am but this man, and i wish for command on a subject, what can i do? a decision is not made and that is the pain i put forth, on a waiting body and a lifeless soul, seems like no choice but it is comfort of having Vs, the possible cold embrace of my self again.
Oh by the by, have you seen my little you eye? Marble tint now of the hated black and the soul..i guess its true, i have let go, just a little bit more
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 @ 12:01pm
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White and Hungry
Have lost my touch, a gift i didn't even know i had to begin with in a drunken, drug hazed, and depressed time? I lost my gift to write those lullaby's and those thoughts oh so dark that haunted me so long and so painfully,
i lost my taste for the music i used to love so much, some is just alien to me now, and i didn't wish this, i didn't choose this did I?
or am I so depressed now and that was me, the unlazy (in a way) poet of mind and pain, have I lost so much brain function that I can't write more the what i hear so beautifully spoke in my ears from others lips?
I am i stuck with no more pain in my life, you know the thing i dreamed for, ever?
No! No, that cant be because i hurt so badly i am just not seeing it, not feeling it....what has deaden me to my own emotions, my own soul...
I miss lying awake for hours and hurting, because it meant I was live, it was something i could have spoken to the kinderd spirt that has watched my soul grow, watched it and saved it from so many mistakes and some many almost fatal moments
My offer still stands Jer, my heart and soul, to move into a place together, here or there, or the gawd dam mid west.
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deadcow
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deadcow
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Posted: Tue Nov 24, 2009 @ 08:28am
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