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So yeah, I never put in a entry about India and since this is a journal of my meandering experiences I would say this should count as one.

I went to India for twelve days in the first two weeks of June 2006. It was sooooo much fun!!!!! I had a blast...

I went with meh school as a history kinda trip (I'm not good enough to be doing a mission trip... xp ) and we went to temples, mosques, forts, museums, palaces, and of course the Taj Mahal which really is a mosque/burial ground...

I went with 7 other students from my high school that were all older than me but since I am a younger sister anyway i thrived with 'em...

So yeah, not much else to say other than it was fun... well i did get spit on but we think by accident... *shudder*

Oh and India was kinda dirty... no really dirty. and very poor. it made me do a total re-evaluation of my life. To sum it up America rocks. you can't say you hate America until you have gone to a third world country like India. It's nice to have clean streets and even in the fifth ward (you know what I'm talking about if you live in Houston) the houses and streets are nicer than India's. Granted there are some really nice houses and building in India but for the most part its tents and straw huts. Its sooooo sad....

I feel so... left behind. Abandoned maybe? I'm not sure how to explain it. Everyone is sort of moving on to different lives but I missed my cue. I should stop clinging to the past. Past is bad. *hiss*

Dreaming is my escape. I love dreams. With a passion. To put it simply, they rock. Haha! But there are those periods of time with no dreams... Those suck! Ewww to dreamless sleep. It's so... Pointless. Well unless you count being rested as a point. Yeah, I'm ranting, I know. I'm kinda half asleep right now as I write this. Yeah its 11 o'clock and I'm tired. I'm more of a morning person... Well actually make that an early afternoon person.

I need to get out of this silly low point. I know people change and I can live with that. Especially during Softmore and Junior years. I just have to let some friends go for now and wait to pick the peices back up later when they've figured things out.

Or maybe I'm the one that's changing.

I've gotten myself a new obsesion. Magnents. I know how they're technically supposed to be attracted to each other and how that's so strong that they pull together but it still is so crazy!! I mean they move by themselves!! and when you put two together on their opposing sides they push against each other. I dunno... I may sound crazy and some of y'all might not understand it but it just makes me wonder... ah oh well!!! Maybe I am crazy!!! dramallama

AHH!!! I love the song Passion (opening version) It rocks my socks way off!!!! hahaha <3333333

Pendragon: The Quillan Games. If you havn't read that series, read it now. Well actually don't. It makes you depressed and rather mood-swingy. Grrrrr. Once you read the first you are addicted. You must read the rest.

Urgh... Kingdom Hearts II is making me depressed and I'm not sure why. I need to finish it. I'm SOOOO close. I just have to finish a bunch of minigame crap so I can get the secret ending... yesh... mwahaha!

Ok yeah, I'm done. Sorry for stealing your time with my journal entry. 3nodding

I don't know whether to be furious or depressed... This guy who I thought was my best friend talked behind my back to this other girl who now hates me but we used to be best friends for over 12 years...

Did I do something wrong?

He said I was anoying and stupid...

But he's the hypocrite because he claimed to hate my old best friend but now I'm pretty sure he likes her...

They used to date you know...

That's why were not friends anymore, because my old best friend thought I was trying to steal her boyfriend from her, which I wasn't....

Durnit!!!

So the story:

I went to graduation ceremony for the 8th graders at my old school and my best friend Annie, my old best friend Stephanie, and my recently betrayed-by best friend Chris all came. Well Chris totally ignored me and was hitting on his ex Stephanie and so after I left I texted him that I was pissed because he ignored me and he read the text aloud to Steph. Then they started talking s**t about me... I know this because my friend Annie was trying to stop them....

question question question question

I guess I should be more careful about who I call my best friends, right?
Annie and Alana and Lara surely claim the true title though...

5 more finals.
Bio - Friday
Spanish - *dies* SATURDAY!!!! scream
History - Tuesday
Math - Wednesday
English - Thursday

A week of freedom which includes Port O' Conner with Annie, Lara, and Whitney for three days.

June 8th- leave for India (YAY!! xd )
June 20th - Return from India (I'll be all messed up from the jetlag)

Huge space of freedom which includes Vermont, Port O' Conner, and the Ranch.

July 12 - POCO BUENO!!! Fishing tournament in Port O' Conner
July 16 - Get back from Poco Bueno.

July 30 - Leave for camp!!
August 12 - return from camp...

August 14 - Field Hockey practice/mini preseason since I missed the real preseason.
August 16 - School starts again gonk

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My summer. Hahaha, yeah boring, I know, who would wanna read this? But I thought hey, why not? Post the damn thing! YAY!!

Comment. Now. mad

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Ahhhhh!!! I feel so guilty.... I havn't been on gaia in like 6 months!!!! School sucks... and I have another three weeks of it!!! Gargantium!! what will I do? Nothing, cause I don't have much else of a choice. But summer is so close!!! cool I cannot wait...

And NO-ONE is allowed to say anything about how they're getting out of school before me. It's not allowed. Period. speaking of which...

So... Waiting for the hurricane... It's kind of scary! Theres been no wind or rain for days and suddenly its really windy and sprinkling!! And it actually feels pretty good outside. I woke up and it was blue skies but over the day it's gotten more and more cloudy. And the radar for the rain is showing PINK!! and MAJENTA!!! Thats worse than red!!! *geekasm* This is going to be crazy!!!! It should start raining pretty bad around 6 or 7 tonight and then the eye hits land at about 1 in the morning!!! SCARY!!! It's going to be a scary night... What's scarier is tornadoes!!! WE WON'T BE ABLE TO SEE THEM!!! But they will be there... and so will the lighting wearing the tennis shoes... haha only Negaduck *coughalanacough* would understand that.... RUN AWAAAAAYYYYY!!!!

So I have water and food enough for a week, and I'm going to fill all my bathtubs with water so we can flush toilets.... I think I'm gonna be ok but I'm really worried about the tornadoes that come with the huricane. All day has been spent going around and getting suplies... We also went and dropped my mom's car off at this garage so it would be out of the wind and put all the outdoor furniture inside my grandma's apartment... It's been really crazy... I'll post some pics below of the grocery store and gas stations, they were INSANE!!! All of them are out of gas now though... but we filled our cars earlier so if we need to leave fast we can do it. I'm actually not that scared... they say its veering off to the East but I still think its going to hit us.... sad

Ok so I would have posted some pics but MY COMPUTER IS BEING A b***h!!! ok so yeah, I'll post pictures later... but it is C-R-A-Z-Y!!!!

And eyes... haha!! I luff them!! Soon I will have my Scar of Hero and then my Squall thing will be complete... I'll just have to change into the clothes! Oh my gosh I'm so hyper but no one knows because no one reads my journal!!! YAY!!!!! xp xd blaugh

I just read back on some of my earlier posts... Like the one about the worst week of my life... That was so long ago! It makes me sad... I'm going to miss my old school SOOOOOO much!!!!! ((Haha I was about to say my real school name but then I remember ya ya meetings and stopped myself! The only person who would understand that is xoxbeachxox... you know who you are!! mad ))

So now my avatar looks more like me... it would look almost exactly like me if I had gotten that long hair instead but if I want my avatar to look like a girl version of Squall then I need this hair!!! Ok I'm rambling again...

COMMENT!!!! mad mad mad ((Just kidding, you don't have too! whee ))