i look at the ruins of my life, how i have destroyed it and obliterated everything that resembled order, creating chaos, mayhem, destruction. I am my own godzilla. i tromp across my heart, tear it to pieces, obliterate in. then i need someone to try to put it back together. i rely on them to fix me. and they try so so so hard, but never seen to succeed. so i retreat, pieces of my heart in my hands, like shattered glass. and sooner or later, repairing it is like trying to repair glass. it's best to leave it broken instead of hurting yourself trying to fix it.
kieto_aimi · Wed Apr 23, 2008 @ 02:49pm · 1 Comments |