Trying so hard to be strong
But how long
Can I be expected to hold on
Mistakes
That shake
The core
Made before
Cause confusion
Feelings of error
Unaswered prayer
Yes no
Even a maybe so
Would be nice
A little advice
Voice from the skies
Waiting for him to speak
He only gives you what you can handle
So maybe I should be weak
Losing my mind
Looking for signs
But even if I find one
What if theres something I've done
To create it
Manipulate it
Miscalculate
The situation
Finding nonexcistant insinuations
Because I think I need it
A warning can only be heeded
If you know it's a warning
a warding
Of future dangers
Ill meant strangers
friends with wrong intentions
Fail to mention
Their mission
Is it intuition
Or parnoia
Cuz ya know ya
Read to much into it
You don't mean to do it
How do you know
Wich way to go
And how to end the flow
How long
Can you hold on
Stay strong
With the feelings of error
And confusion of unanswered prayer
That might of been answered in disguise
A whisper from the skies
What if he already spoke
And my miracles been invoked
Would my sould have awoke
Or would I just miss it
Dismiss it
Missunderstand
What was at hand
While my heart demands
Promises from the comands
that have already been fulfilled
Gods word upheld
His power revealed
My doubts refuse to yeild
to the possibility
That this is reality
Because it could be fake
Something my desire forced my mind to make
So maybe he'll just say no
To forgoe
The confusion
Of Illusion
Because even if it was yes
I'd never guess
Never know
But if I have faith
It will be so
The desires of my heart my reward
For moving forward
Holding on
Staying strong
For however long
It takes
To fix the mistakes
I don't have to be weak
Just patient
He'll speak
And I'll listen
Thats the END.
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PRETTY LIES AND SILENT CRIES
A promise is just a pretty lie,
a smile just a hidden frown
and when they say it's alright it's just the wrong turned upside down.
You'll never hear my silent cries
cuz promises are just pretty lies.
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