always lonely... been having a lot of bad days... today i just happened to admit it... im so stressed out about everything that i feel incapable, unimportant, detached... so many bad days in a row.... i dont even feel like eating... i only did because i had to... sometimes i wish i could just fade away...
and i keep staying up all night alone for no specific reason... yea i am taking care of the baby, but then i am up for god-awful too many hours and cant sleep... im so screwed up...
my wedding is in one week and nothing is remotely ready stressed ... sweatdrop i still dont have a dress sweatdrop ...
 Shorti Rock · Fri Jul 25, 2014 @ 06:38am · 0 Comments |
