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I have more than one emotion,
I can't smile all the time!
No point in hiding them,
Pushing them down, down, down,
Until the bottle finally ruptures.
Can I not be human every now again?
Without being punished?

There's always another side,
To the story to be told.
Why can I not explain myself?
Am I being so selfish, selfish, selfish?
Must I be bombarded with screams and yells?
May I try telling my side,
Without being punished?

Never Perfect am I.
Even wrote a poem about it.
Being the perfect friend is my goal.
Beleive me, I try, and try, and try
But something always comes up.
Pushing me further down in the darkness.
Drowning in tears and pain.
I wanna see hte rainbows,
Can I just be Bri?
Without being punished?