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We live in harmony together
We hold hands with sweetened memories
We smile looking forward
We scowl at each other facing.

We try each other not to smother
We know part of the others destinies
We know each others inner Coward
We together, our hearts racing.

Always we will be fighting
Always looking for the light in the dark
Always searching forthe shadow on lighted plain
Always warning the other to hark.

Lean on my sinking shoulder
Lean I do my head to you shattering hope
Lean your dreams, as we twist fate
Lean away for fear of the dope

Kiss your cheek when the night comes
Kiss my neck after darkness creaps.
Kiss the cold wind of normal
Kiss Goodbye as the wind Reaps.

Take my hand
Take my Soul
Take my life
Take your toll

Stealing from your sweeted energy
Stealing from my empowered might
Stealing the sweet caress inbetween
Stealing... Turn by turn in light

Nothing Hidden
Nothing Hating
Nothing Secret
Nothing Debating

We fool each other, knowing it won't work
We pretend to be fine, but we know we're seathing
We act like very angery, knowing we will return to the other
We always will have a secret inner loathing

We love more fully, but not always in lust
Tell me all others.... Aren't you jeolous of us?

For my Luffie, Laeru. We will always be together though tough times, even if though times are hating each other.

Never!! Never say I left him ever again!! And NEVER ******** SAY I LEFT HIM FOR PHIL!!! I asked phil out with Nick's permision!! I asked Nick for a single week off, I never fully broke up with him. I never really wanted to be with phil in the first place. I wanted a single week off because I couldnt standing being only his girlfriend. I wanted him to be mine I still ******** do. I was going to tel him every last detail of what went on that night on the phone, Actualy I was going to bike to his house. I ordered the ******** wedding band, which I still have thank you vey much. DO Not dare say I left him. I asked to have a week off, and that day within that fuvking hour, he asked her out, and then lied tro me about it. Every one sayd how horrid I am for doing all the s**t i did behind his back. He did more to me then I will ever let anyone know. YES I still love him. For the depth of my eternal soul I do. I was ******** pregant... I wanted to have it. I was going to tell him if he forgave me. But I waited until i hadnt cheated on him for like a year, then i did it. But I still did it for him. Dont you ******** get it. Right now I am in the process of... Oh It ******** doesnt matter I love Nick and there is noway ou can say tanything that I havent heard. ROT IN HELL IF YOU THINK THAT MY FEELINGS ARENT TRUE!!!!