lots of things have happened. a friend of mine is in danger, and for some reason i feel inclined to help him out... before i wouldn't have, but now i actually want to.. it's a long story, and i won't say it because it could get both of us in trouble.. but it's big.. i'm hoping nothing will happen, but it's been getting worse for the past month. but, i don't think i'm in danger or anything so.. not to worry! my friend benji has been diagnosed with brain cancer, and won't live much longer.. i don't know what to do, but i want to help. i may have been very selfish and rude around him, but he always tried to help me.. i don't want him to go... and my bf cassidy is so wonderful to me. i don't know what i'd do without him. i haven't cut.. for a very long time now. i may have scars, but no new one's for.. wow i can't even think of the day, but i think i wrote it down in one of my other entries. i still haven't been able to 'marry' him here on gaia, and i just want to beat myself up for it. buuut cassidy would get mad at me, so i won't. all i can do is try to find a time when we can do it. he's safe now too! wow i'm so relieved it's unbelievable. i was terrified and wanted to kill his stupid step-father several times over, but again, cassidy might get mad at me cuz i'd be arrested and probably put on death row and blah blah blah. but, i'd do it. well, we have one employee back. one quit and another was injured, so i had almost tripple shifts at the shop. but the injured one if finally back, the lazy jerk. but the manager is feverishly trying to find another person to fill the spot. i hope he finds someone cuter than me so that he'll stop trying to flirt with me. god i hate him too. i should push him down some stairs or something. anyway. that's about it. my life in a nutshell.
chained up inside · Wed Apr 25, 2007 @ 02:27am · 2 Comments |