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Okay, so, a lot has been happening. Okay, let me start with Sunday. I saw my Aunt, Uncle, and three little girl cousins. We went out to lunch, and then walked down a nature trail. My dad and a family friend was also with us. It was fun. Plus, I saw my dad's work. heart

I made an excersize plan, too. I do one excersize tape, either Abs or Cardio, a day. I also do, for now, three reps of eight bicep excersizes, three reps of eight tricep excersizes, one rep of ten push-ups, and one rep of ten ab crunches.

3nodding

I'm still sort-of doing Weight-Watchers, too. sweatdrop

A lot has happened since I last wrote in this! Hmmm.

Okay, first of all, Mother and I are now living with this person named Micheal. He is her boyfriend. gonk

He doesn't have a working job, and I'm home today, so I'm currently in my room avoiding him.

Alright, I don't feel like writing anymore. I'll be seeing my aunt on Sunday. Maybe I'll write about it then.

Godspeed to you!

I spent five or six hours today just doing an insane puzzle. The brightside: I made a lotta gold and I made two new friends! =D

The downside: my eyes turned to mush and I forgot to eat. Wah.

Speaking of eating, my doctor put me on Weight Watchers, and today is my first day. Since I forgot to eat lunch, I ate it late, and wasn't hungry until now. It's eight-o-clock where I am, so that's really late to be eating dinner. Arg. I didn't even make my minimum points.

That's new. xd

I'm going to church tomorrow, and then to see a movie and eat dinner with my mom. That should me interesting.

I think my snake, Emili, has the mites again. I have her a bath in Betadine and rubbed her down with mineral oil, but I'll have to change her bedding tomorrow.

Gosh, I have so much to do. I have to start my a big project tomorrow, and finish writing poems for Language Arts.

Grr.

Ah well, I'll get it done somehow.

I have FCATs on Monday and Tuesday.

Wish me luck!

::For more on my life, check back soon!::

Now that the introductory post is done, let's get on with my life. Shall we?

Yes, we shall. 3nodding

I live with my mother, who I've always wanted wanted to call Mother in formal or "talky" or, in this case, "typey" situations. I'm not exactly sure why I feel the need to do this, but I always forget anyways. sweatdrop My father lives with family friends, their daughter being one of my dearest and only friends.

My mother is a drug addict, though, currently, she is clean. My father is both a drug addict and an alchoholic, and, according to him, he hasn't drunk any hard liquor in around a month.

I see him ever few weeks, well, acutally, I just kind of say hello while I play with my friend. Yes, play. She's in the third grade.

The whole addiction thing: royally screwed up my entire life. Mother was in prison for four, maybe five years, during which years I stayed by my grandparents' house. I'm not even going into that, because, weirdly, I can't remember most of it.

Five to six years of my life is a bit of an abyss for me, and no matter how much I try to remember, there are too many gray areas to count. It may be some sort of a disorder- I don't know. Maybe I'm just exaggerating, but I don't think that's normal.

That's not the point. The point is, or was supposed to be, at least, that I don't really care to remember. Maybe one day I can forget that I ever had to live those years.

Most likely not.

I am a straight A student who does not have any extracurricular activities, other than Art Club, which is ending soon, and is depending on a scholarship for college.

McDonalds, here I come! Kidding.

I'll find a way.

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I'll write some more tomorrow. I'm exsausted.

Goodnight.

I wanted to start this shiny new Gaia account... as myself. Thirteen-year-old, fat eighth grader with a lot of problems, but who also discovered God just recently and has seen the magic that His presence has done on her thoughts.

Thirteen-year-old, fat eighth grader who doesn't really know who she is, where she's going, or how to get there.

I wanted to start this shiny new Gaia account to find who I am, and maybe even make a few friends on the way.

I wanted to do it to meet you.

Didn't expect that one, didya?

Drop me a comment, I'll answer. wink