My boyfriend is amazing. He is simply amazing!
He is trying so hard -- and is succeeding greatly -- in changing his life and habits to become someone who is close to God. I don't know how to correctly phrase how I feel about him, for fear of leaving something out. I think he's the most wonderful man I've ever met. He treats me with such respect and kindness, and overall he sincerely loves me. I know he does.
It amazes me that someone can love me like he does. What did I do in my life to deserve this kind of treatment? I must have done something incredibly right somewhere down the line. I don't understand why he loves me! I love the fact that he loves me, but for the life of me I don't understand why he does. Sometimes I feel like he is out of my league, like he should be dating someone else who is smarter or more intellectual or prettier, and those thoughts break my heart. I love him so much, and I want to be a better person because I love him and because he loves me. He is so amazing! There is no other adjective for him that does him justice. Amazing.
I was sitting with him at church yesterday, just holding his hand and listening to the speaker, and a thought came to my mind: what would life be like if my boyfriend were to leave? If we broke up, or he moved or something? The thought terrified me. All I could think was that something was incredibly wrong with that picture. I know I'm young, but I truly feel like I need him in my life. That I need him in order to face Eternity. That I want him with me for Eternity.
I simply love him. He is so amazing.
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