Ok so I'm the kind of person who likes to be in control, well not exactly in control persay but I like having the option of choosing where my life is going to go. I like knowing that I am the one to make my own decisions and know what is going to happen. I hate going into things blindfolded so that I have no idea what to expect of the outcome. Most of the time I have everything planned out ahead of time. People have a hard time understanding me, or my reasons for making thed decisions I do, or for acting the way I act and some of them dislike me for this. I can't help but be anything other than complex, no one has ever understood me before recently when I met my sister. I may be more confusing but most females are some people will just have to deal with it. I love having a destiny, a future but I want to be the one to control it!
shatteredxhaven · Mon Jan 08, 2007 @ 07:48am · 0 Comments |