ARGH!! WRITER's BLOCKS SUCKS!!! TOWW DAYS OFF AND I Just DID SOME HOMEWORK AND WATCHED T.V. That's not all, my school marks are dropping! all because I'm no longer motivated!! scream I really don't know why I should work hard. I don't know if i really want to be a lawyer or if I'll be good enough to become one and I'm becoming lazy! ARGH! scream evil It's frustrating! Everyone in class thinks I'm sort of rocket scientist! so when I get bad marks in math they're like " OOO even I got a good mark on that" I SUCK at math is that so hard to comprehend!! I feel so... restless. I want to do something but I don't know what. I hate this!! And lately I'm feeling very hateful and sad. I hate how humans are so stupid and ruin the earth. I hate how my parents are divorced. I hate how my dad married some lady for Columbia, S. America after knowing her for 6 months!! then he goes there to meet her for the maybe the second time in their relationship and he comes back MARRIED!! No phone call saying he's getting married just BAM they're married! and coming back happy and giddy' gesse what ? I'm married! 4laugh ' yay thanks for telling us this dad who is she exactly? thanks for telling us ahead of time!(Sarcastic) then went she comes over I'm not exactly a bib bag of cheer and she didn't like that. we really haven't gotten along. me being a cussed of a sock thief and getting yell at for touching her stuff. She yelling at me for saying 'Alberta is a crappy place to grow marijuana.' cuz she some how linked that to Columbian drug dealers. stare question O-kay then. Of course I always speak in some hidden code. NOT! It's so irritating. I have even gone to a student councilor! he said i should try to be nice to her. i did, it didn't work! and why do I have to do every thing I have to speak softer, quieter, and monotone cuz she doesn't like the way i talk!! OMG!! any other solutions but me changing will work. I have a solution! she can leave an go back to where she belongs biggrin !! Unfortunately no one like it besides me. Go figure! she's like a saint. except when it come to me I'm the odd exception. Lucky me. stare sigh! well I think I'll go and meditate or something! I know maybe some hate music will make me feel better! Until next time.
x.x.xPossesionx.x.x · Fri Mar 02, 2007 @ 09:21pm · 0 Comments |